Moment of Clarity
WIth all that has been going off, I think it is time to make even more of an effort to get to know me better, and to really set up a spirtual practice. But even I know that this is a lie. My ritual practices are fluid, they are not constant and hey are not on a definitive schedule. They can’t be. I work two jobs and I am in school completeing my BS in Psychology prepping for either my Masters of diving in for my PhD in Clinical Psych. All I can do is light incense, light candles and meditate.
But I need to do more. I have training I need to finish, I would say students but they are going through a rough patch so right now they are in hiatus.
I do feel discourage but then I know I can do what I can and feel good about it.
I rearranged my altar. I took everything off and wiped it down with Florida water, and oh my damn it always smell amazing. I got my mother one as well and she loves the smell. My altar is plenty full with statues and oils, poisons, potions, and everything else that wanted to go up there. I am still thinking of buying a different cabinet to house everything in but I still don’t know yet.
I have all my tarot cards on my desk so that I can actually work with them and reach for them more. I did a 5-card pull on monday and it felt good to be with my cards again. I need time, I need to infuse everything more.
I will be creating some more workings that will be published again for an anthology for next year, so I have 2 pieces to work on for that. All is well and I feel good about where I am going to start and how everything is going to go. I will be working on my priesthood dissertation this fall as I took the fall off for college so I can get some workings and other certifications and classes going.
I have been journaling more in my spiritual journal and have some vision boards to make so they will be on my social media. I will be updating this website and tying everything together once I change passwords and set the accounts up like I want to.
Until then…
Serenity of the Dark 