He is my personal guardian, has always had a protective way around me for as long as I can remember. He is tattooed on my inner left wrist (in a sigil with Apep and my Boyfriend as they are my spiritual guardians). He has always been there, watching and guiding.
Although I am hardheaded I still listen to my guardians, and from him, he wants me to connect to my working from last year as the anniversary is coming up, that will help ground me more. He wants me to stop being so anxious and to follow the workings that are for this month. He said they all blend into the Shadow tarot working I am doing, and to take heed. After all this is the month of the New Year, and I am working to start it off right.
Serenity in the Dark 