My first spanking was pretty damn fun. Of course I was nervous as hell and had no clue what to expect. Was I going to be in over my head? Was I going to cry and want to go home? Would I be uncomforable, even though I was comfortable with him? But none of that happened. I did a lot of laughing I tell you that lol.
I changed into my dress so it would be easier to do the spankings and the others toys I was curious in trying. I was a little nervous but that heighten the experience. He lift my dress up slowly and I was like ok here we go lol. He touched me to make sure I wouln’t be surprised when it beganned. Prior we went over the methods, and the safe words and what we were and weren’t doing that day. He said “Now” and I was preparing for his hand to hit my butt, but it was a delay an caught me off guard lol. It was a 5 almost 6 (in pain tolerance) and it didn’t hurt like I thought it would. I have never been spanked except from the occassional ass hit from my man. So after I swear he was playing the drums on my ass I was like whew, that wasn’t bad. He calmed my ass with ice and that felt good lol.
Next was the riding crop. Now that was a shock. It hurt but not enough for me to want to stop. It is defintely intense, and something I would want to try again in the future. I can’t say I didnt like it, but not sure how I liked it. Again he soothed my ass with the ice and it melted fast, guess my ass was hot.
Next was my favorite. The deer skin whips. I swear it was like a lullaby. No matter how hard he hit me (and I am sure he was holding back since it was my first time), the more relax I felt. It is undescribable, but I am pretty sure that I can be whipped with that for hours on end and never tire of it. By the Gods I can still imagine the feel.
During my spanking he placed a leather whip under my face, so know when I smell leather, I know what I will be thinking about lol.
Next was something that had me squirming that I will try again and see how long I can last. The single tail whip. When he cracked the whip it woke my ass up. Literally lol. We had to laugh because my reaction was like what in the hell lol. That whip is no joke. But as it danced over my ass I couldn’t just relaxed, I was squirming (in a good way), but couldn’t move as I was chained to the table. It had me breathing deep and then holding my breath, and it was amazing. That sting was and is something I will never forget. I had to call my safe word on that one. I was a little dissappointed though, I thought I could last longer but he said I did good.
Next toy had me in love. I smelled alcohol, and heard a clink. I immediately perked up and tried to figure out what the hell that was. Than I felt the blade of the knife slide over my ass. Now that is a feeling that can bring a girl to her knees (maybe if I wasn’t chained lol). The blade went over, and under, up and down and sideways and in arcs all across my ass. What was left was a beautiful SOS pattern, you remember playing that game in school. I was like this has to be explored. It is the top of my list now.
Then since we had sometime left we tried some other things. We tried the nipple clamps and the sucker thingy lol…have no clue what it is called…and didn’t like it. The clamps wouldn’t stay on, but those damn clothespin stayed on lol!!! It was cool but not a favorite, my nipples are to be loved. However having my breast hit with the riding crop felt good 🙂
Then the last toy was the violet wand. I was already jumping with eyes wide because I saw sparks lol. It didnt help he had James Bond music playing in the backround lol (okay it did help). He put this attachment in it and when he touched me he shocked me. Here comes the giggles. I could not help my myself it was intense and it tickled me at the same time. Jumping around, handcuffed to the wall being shocked all over. But it was amazing and I really want to play with that again.
So after all the fun was over I found the meaning of aftercare. It was relaxing, though I wish it lasted longer. But for my first time I think I did good in playing with a lot of toys, figuring out what I liked and didn’t and what I would like to try and explore with again. I know there are some new things I want to try next so I am looking forward to that.
All in all I had a wonderful time and can’t way to play and try new things.
Serenity of the Dark 