Archive for 07/13/2013

Makeup Artistry

Posted in Important Posts with tags on 07/13/2013 by Keona-Mlh

Since you don’t need a license to do makeup. I figure I hone up on my skills. I have been doing makeup for around five years now, and I am honing my skills through QC Makeup Academy in MD because I wanted more training.

And I wasn’t going to MUDD for eights months to spend 30 grand for a non license recognize program, just so I can tell people I went to MUDD in LA or NY. But I have thought about honestly lol.

I am one year into my third assignment. Why so little advancement, because a lack of models. The females that were going to model for me decided that fucking and partying were more important than free makeup. I am like you need to look fuckable so you need your face done. Amazing right. Though the ones who only want to be my hair model don’t where makeup and I am like with al those acme and soda scars on your face you need some help. I swear I had an easier time in DC than I do in Philly. Amazing. So with that I will continue traveling back t DC for models since I can’t depend on the fake bitches up here to keep a damn promise. Business is business, your pussy will have a dick in it soon just let me finish your eyeshadow. I swear man.

But I have to deal with the fact that I am in the wrong area, and know the wrong people. Can do anything else from there really.

All I am looking forward to is using my MAC Pro card and stocking up on some of my fav products. I normally experiment and will jack myself up before I attempt on a model.

When I get home I have a few dozen looks I want to try out so hey at least that can keep me busy when I am free.

Photography School

Posted in Important Posts with tags on 07/13/2013 by Keona-Mlh

So I have this correspondence thing with NYIP for a certification in Professional Photography. So far I have been in the school for a year and only turned in one test. Still haven’t done my first photography photos yet. Why?

1. Because the photos I took for the project magically disappeared.
2. I haven’t had the motivation to take any good pictures or go places.
and
3. Excuses lol.

Yet the reason I joined the program is to help me with my hair business and to help me get up and out the house. To be able to go out I whatever city I am in and capture all the beauty.

Plus we have to get the film developed and I just don’t understand why we cant email the damn photos to them lol. But not to many places develop photos let alone digitally. its like we have a place but we aren’t sure how to do it. I have found four places which is good but to me that is just more money and time spent going out my way t get the pictures developed than just attaching them to the email and sending them off. But hey it’s all worth it right? I think so. A little hard work ain’t never kill anyone.

I have the Canon Rebel T3 sitting on my dresser. I have taken photos but none that I would deem be worthy of sending in to the school. I haven’t fooled around with it like I have wanted to. I mainly use it for my makeup artistry pictures and whatnot.

I have all my assignments from the school. Yet no motivation to get them done. Next week I will be in DC and there should be no excuse as I have business to tend to and I will be outside all next week traveling. Perfect reason to bring my camera and snap, snap, snap.

Rusty

Posted in Important Posts with tags on 07/13/2013 by Keona-Mlh

That’s me Mrs. Rusty Bones Dusty Brain. It seemed like when I am ready to move on and clean up, someone dumbs piss on the floor like it s damn skating rink lol. It’s a never ending cycle, But all I can do is mop it up, disinfect, sanitize and move forward.

Over months I had to piece together my life. The good, the bad, ugly, and then down right fucked. They say once you accept things that happen to you, and where you are in life, then it gets better. Well I’m still waiting lol.

But even that way of thinking doesn’t help. SO what do I do to knock the dust off that ass?

Sex.

Well, I need more than just sex to get my juices flowing lol (pun intended). It’s my will to strive. I have to have an arrogant attitude about my skills, talents, abilities and strengths in addition to being humble and lending a helpful hand to those I deem worthy of my time. Lol. Yes I am serious about that part. Far to long have a exerted myself for others progress. Knowing damn well I brought the tiredness upon myself though. I know I write better, work better, cook better than most. I know I have a desirable body, with an amazing mind. You have to believe and know that you are the best, that you are the main and only prize. It helps you move past those in general that live to bring everyone down to their level and lower so they can feel better about themselves. Plus it helps to bypass all that extra negativity that is flowing through the universe. Your natural talents tend to flow better with a positive state of mind.

Yet I still find it difficult to get back where I was. Running and administrating groups, writing for a variety of places and people, organizing websites, dealing with students, creating curriculums, testing, organizing, involving myself in every aspect of everything for just the sake of being helpful.

I guess I really am not looking forward to it anymore. I enjoy writing for myself. I got to a point of being tired of making and creating articles about “in depth” subjects. We act like that is all we are a bunch of in depth people. Half the mother fuckers can’t even read properly let alone even come up with an original idea on their own. Lol. Well guess what. Fuck all that in-depth thinking like I sit around reading the fucking New Yorker or watch CNN every damn hour.

I am a kid in an adult body, with a teenage-fantasy-harry-potter-mind, enjoying her self in a world of wanna be’s.

I see pleasure, peace and pain where I see fit. I have a multitude of things, personas and what not that I am.

I am a female.
I am multiracial.
I am polyamurous.
I am a wife and a girlfriend.
I am a Satanist, Vampire, Witch, Occultist, Oracle and Seer.
I am a female who sees with her eyes closed and ears open.
I am a female who hears with her eyes open and ears closed.
I am a bitch, a tyrant, a sadomasochist, and a sicko.
I am a slutty female trying to let my sexual desires be more natural instead of foreign.
I am a female that has sick and twisted desires, fantasies, and stories, and I enjoy exploring them.
I am a complicated person that hates the human race but want to help us survive and evolve.
I am a naïve and green person.
I am extremely dangerously aggressive and violent, yet strangely submissive.
I am a newbie in BDSM, yet I feel that I am home.
I am one with violence, blood, torture and abuse.
I am a walking, fucking contradiction.

And now is the time to knock the rust off.

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