Serenity of the Dark

I work in the medical field in the lab, and lately I have been feeling disgusted in the quality of care that patients care teams have been giving. I have been arguing with some doctors and nurses because they refuse to follow protocol, do not care that they are wrong, and then go above us and cry to the hospital administration who then overrides us. I am in school to work on BS in Psych and focus on Mental health for black women. I get so frustrated by the medical system that I just want to quit and change my career focus.

So when I shuffled my cards I did what I did with the first set and just let the cards go off of my energy. I did not and will not ask questions. So when these two cards came up(underneath paragraph), I was intrigued. With my research , the 7 of Cups means providing balance to your situation or you yourself. On my card I see a woman standing tall on 7 cups. She is so sure of herself, with her head held high knowing that she can achieve all that she puts her mind to. She makes sure that she has everything equal and moves forward. The second card is VIII Adjustments (Strength), which represents patience and compassion, in there is also a reminder to not give up. What I see is a woman who ready for battle, she has her sword to cut down any self doubt and intrusive thought. She is ready to move forward and keep her balance. She has to make adjustments in her life and make sure she is on point.

The 7 of Cups and VIII Adjustments (Strength) work together for me. I have been disgusted in my career field for a few years, which is why I choose a section that is missing and focus on changing it. I have to take the hatred I have for the care teams and focus on what I can do to make sure I will never fall into the lack of care that is going on in the hospitals and nursing homes, and other medical facilities. What these cards are telling me is that I have to see the bigger picture. What am I going to do with this knowledge? How am I going to apply it to my career and future goals?

I have to be apart of the change I want to see in the medical field. I need to take a look at my current situation and not be as strict with my scheduling and allow fresh breath to come in and give me different directions that I may have unknowingly casted off. I need to breathe so I can see the bigger picture.