Archive for June, 2013

Hi I’m a Biotechnician…naw R&D Technician is easier to explain

Posted in Important Posts with tags , , , on 06/22/2013 by Keona-Mlh

This is where I have found everything that I have been looking for. In 2010 I went to school for Biotechnology, got my certification and worked for the USDA. I enjoyed every part of my job. The hours where lovely as I made my own schedule. I love the fact that would go from chemical engineering, to polymer manufacturing, to environmental chemistry and then back to microbiology within a week. It just thrilled me the diversity I had in that job.

In school it was a whole nother ballpark. I found myself being drawn to genomics, cloning, bio manufacturing and cellular and molecular biology. My first couple weeks in class and we learned about cloning the pro’s and cons and how it is done and to perfect it in a way. It was to fascinating to me, and I can see myself becoming that scientist in the movie Splice. Not the B rated movie, but the one that went to theaters with the two scientist and the creature they found and raised. No spoiler alert here trust me. Between that and Gattaca, those had to be the best biotech movies that have came out.

In school we had a good course load, a vocational school with hands on experience the entire ten months plus a six week externship.

I learned a great deal in that time including how to make cheese and apple juice. Needless to say after that I brought and made fresh juice home and will only eat organic cheese. It was amazing and makes you think what in the world you know. With the knowledge of Biology, Chemistry, DNA isolation and analysis, protein isolation and analysis, assay development, , protein assays, recombinant protein production, protein product purification and analysis, plant breeding, plant cloning, making DNA molecules, advanced protein studies and countless more I had a very good load.

We had a student who had received her BA in Biology come to the school and we asked her why is she here. She said the entire time she was in college she never touches a beaker or did any hand on works. The scary part is that its true. My professors and advisors said they didn’t get hands on experience until their graduate year and that is pretty sad.

Another bad thing is, with out a degree I am virtually unhireable. I have been told that I meet the qualifications and have the experience but they would rather take a person with a degree (theory) over someone with just practical applications. So imagine a lab full of Master Degree students who have no clue what any of the equipment is because they never seen them.

This is another way or society is just going rampant nuts. They focus more on theory than practical. You have a lot of dumb people who are wonderful in theory, but can’t put shit together to say their life , and vice versa. Just because you have graduated with a 4.0 means nothing.

What it does mean is that you were the best in your class at memorizing the material. Think about that. The more you memorize the easier it is to train you.

Will I still go to college and get a degree? Yes I will. Why? Because a BA is almost equivalent to a HS diploma, and it won’t be long before fast food restaurants will like to know how any credits you have before you flip that burger. Education is becoming mandatory, even if we can’t afford to pay it back. That is the scariest thing.

All in all the Biotechnology program I was in peaked my interest enough in that I have a very clear point in what I am looking to major in.

Thanatos

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , on 06/22/2013 by Keona-Mlh

Awaiting for him to come
Looking for his long jet black hair
The scars on his face, crisscrossing his left eye
The paleness of his skin in the moonlight

I hear him gliding towards me.
Can see the shadow of his large black wings
As they open to engulf me in his arms
The wings of cold love

I can feel the bones from your body against mine
I can smell the fresh dirt on your body, like some sort of cologne
The madness of it all
The preparations are done

We fly away to where we can be one
Where we can decay forever
In the moistness of the Earth
Falling with you wrapped around my body

Falling for Thanatos.

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A Rainy Tuesday

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , on 06/18/2013 by Keona-Mlh

The breeze feels wonderful outside today.
I have my windows open.
Smelling the rain.
Watching it hit the ground.
Tool off of cars, and splash people on their legs as they walk in the rain.
So peaceful.
The sky is growing.
Clapping its hands together trying to see who will jump next.
Enjoying the rain coming down at a leisurely time can take all my worries away.

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A wonderful weekend

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags on 06/16/2013 by Keona-Mlh

I just relaxed and literally spent 20 hours on Mass Effect 2. An extreme rarity. But it was all good.

I cooked, child, and just lazed out.

Got to love the weekend.

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Candle Magic at its Best

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , on 06/13/2013 by Keona-Mlh

So remember the other day I was talking about my candles for negativity, well though in fine to my last gray candle it’s burning at a nice even rate.

When I discarded the other two candles they were extremely cloudy. A lot of nastiness that they collected and transformed back to positive energy for the universe.

I have other candles that I’m going to play around with their color combinations. I like to use all my sick before going out and getting more. Besides the place that I used to buy candles from are dicks.

Harry’s Occult Shop on 12th and South I believe are pussies. I was there doing fir candles with my my then girlfriend and their candle selection was looking pretty bare. It was the second time in a month. So I wanted to buy what they had. Not all the candles but some. 28 to be exact, and the issue cashier told me he has to see if he can seek them to me because they don’t have a lot in stock.

Why is that my problem? They need to check who ever dies the ordering and get on their as e as well as who they receive their shipment from. They had no black candles saying they don’t condone every. Yet these bitches place marks in their candles and other despicable shit (this I know because my exes daughter worked there before she quit). They were an occult do. No they have more jesus figurines and Michael candles than the damn Vatican. They are not an occult shop. The only thing they don’t mark are their candles.

Either way that went way south lol.

What I use and try to keep stocked up or chime candles. They are small and easy to take and use any where. Especially if your a traveler. Candle Magic is the easiest way to send your will out. To do meditations, a quick incantation or spell.

A quick dressing of the candles in oils, herbs, energy, or blood will get what you need done until you have more time. Never under estimate the advantage of candles.

Order then our make your own. It’s all good.

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