Archive for 07/28/2013

Losing the Desire

Posted in Important Posts with tags , , , , , on 07/28/2013 by Keona-Mlh

For as long as I can remember I have always loved women. I only messed with women. From like age 7 to 16. Then I met a boy and all hell broke loose. Went down the hill from there. Apparently I don’t know how to pick a good man or a decent one, and just let bullshit happen to me instead of just walking away.

As I turned 19, I realize that men are pretty much garbage and started back dating women. Those bitches where crazy. Worse than the men. But then again they were my choices. So I dated both and just tried to see what’s going on. Most females I wanted to be with pretty much only wanted to play and go back to their man. I, on the other hand was looking for a relationship. I swear women are crazy you know.

At 25 I started losing the desire for men. It would be more of a back and forth. Some years dating both, some years dating one or the other.

Now that I’m 32 I know I am looking for females to be with for life. Which is utterly difficult because I’m poly and they just don’t understand what it means. I have two men in my life. A husband and a boyfriend. That’s more than enough dick and I’m kinda bored with it. I have a female friend, but she seems like the rest, more interested in dudes than a feminine relationship. So my boyfriend told me to go out and date. See if there is a female out there who excepts me for me and my life choices. I have a lot of friends who are happy in their poly relationship. Some living in the same home, others who don’t. They do let me know that it takes time.

I’m not looking for a female who wants a threesome or an orgy. I’m looking for a woman who wants me, is open minded and understand that I can love more than one person at a time, and understand the meaning of a honest, Open and highly communicative relationship. Intimacy is important but understanding is better.

So I think I’m going to do just that. Date. Enjoy myself and make new friendships. Life is to sort to conform to unhappiness. So I’m making my own.

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New Regiment

Posted in Important Posts with tags , , , on 07/28/2013 by Keona-Mlh

So for about a little over a week now I have been doing a new hair and face regiment. I have seborhea dermatitis and that shit is itching as hell. Of course it respond to my stress levels which is so not cool.

So my mother gave me this stuff at home. I have so many products that I am always mixing and matching trying to find the perfect one.

So what I do is shampoo my hair twice or three times a week with the medicated shampoo the dermatologist gave me, then follow it up with my Fructis Shampoo and conditioner. After that I wrap an old shirt of my husband’s around my head and let it absorb what moisture it will without squeezing it. Or I will put a towel on my head and just wrap it around to get out the excess moisture. Then I will spray on Carols Daughters Black and Vanilla leave in conditioner and massage it through my thick hair. I will then put in an oil made of olive and jojoba. After that I take a nickel size amount of Shea Moisture Coconut & Hibiscus Cream Enhancing Smoothie w/coconut oil, silk protein & neem oil. It rehydrated my hair after the medicated shampoo and really does wonders for my little afro. I do that everyday.

I also take the medicated shampoo and use it as a face wash because my dermatitis is on my face as well. After I rinse my face off I put on some pure coconut oil and viola. My skin has looked better in a couple weeks than in the years of dealing with doctors.

I use coconut oil because I’m allergic to lavender. Which sucks because I can smell it, and drink it but not have it on me.

Either way I switch out the oils when I run out and I’m always making new products that are right for me so stick around for more info.

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