What I need to let go of?
Prudence, 8 of disks. This has to be how I am in the lab and in situations where I have no control and just have to do what I consider subpar work. Though I’m told all the times it isn’t I do act this way and it is a flat of mine. But I strive for perfection so I have to try to do what needs to be done the way others want it and save the perfectionist for my own personal research and development .
Why did need to let it go?
Prince of Wands. My hit temper and determination to get things done in the way I see is off putting. I will have others feel like I know more than them when I dobt, I just have a mind for organization and productivity that automatically starts calculations and moving things around . I see the possibilities and I just go in an excuse them. Again it will be difficult to dial it down, but it will be held onto unless I am expressed asked, or when I have my own lab and area, and my own production .
How long did I hang on to this?
13, The Devil. For freaking ever lmao! It’s in my DNA and I will let go of the rigns, but the devil in me continues to play the advocate when people need to step their shit up.
Serenity in the Dark 