Three hearts. Three modes. Three ways. Belial, Bael, Baelzebub/buth. The House, The Tribe, The Cube. But most importantly, Me, Myself and I. I have come a long way. I am enjoying myself. I am thankful for all that I have, even if I don’t feel like I deserve it. At times, I don’t think I do. But that is the old me leaving. The old me who always gave up unconditional love, and got shitted on, by numerous boyfriends, girlfriends and an ex husband. This heart of mine has taken a beating, and somehow it reaches out for more punishment.
This has become a very seen tattoo. And it is appropriate. Healing myself, Day after day. With good people, my friends, and lovers around me. It gets easier.
I have been reciting Bael’s enn all day. I have been feeling him around me all day. It has been very helpful to feel his presence, working with this Chakra. Another 2 days with him exclusively, and I am happy about it.
Serenity of the Dark 