Serenity in the Dark

So I am trying to head back to college this year. Hopefully it works. I am what tippy call a life long student. Trying to get every degree, certification, and licensing that I have an interest in.

So my progress started in 2004. I had been out the military for a little over a year, and was working at Sally Beauty in MD. As the assistant manager I pretty much was in everyone’s head, literally. I would see these ghetto ass hair dressers come in, and I was like I can definitely do what they do. So I entered hair school and got a shock. Chemistry. Electricity and light therapy. A little bit of anatomy. Holy sit. How the he’ll those hoods pass it. It don’t take much to pass the test. We had one guy apply teacher to a female scalp thinking it was grease and say her under the dryer. She had beautiful long hair, and was pregnant and his ass passed the test. Mostly because he created but hey it goes to show not all hair professionals are professionals. He also gives up a practice wax being fast and ripped off another students entire eye brow! Plus he fucked a woman’s hair cut up and he ran to the back because she was going to kill him lol. Good times. Good times.  So with all the things I learned including massage and nails and feet I received my license in 2005. Been license every since, even have my Philly license.

Fast forward a few months and I enrolled at CCCC in Jacksonville, NC. If you know the area you know the college. My dumb ass though hey, since you want to open your own salon and spa and store some day get your business degree. What the hell was I thinking. I hated those classes. Well only my micro and macro economics class. My business classes were cool because my teacher was funny as hell. He also taught our accounting classes as well. That’s right my dumb ass majored in business administration with a minor in financial accounting! Like why lol. I lasted a year and a half before I moved. Did I mention I was a military spouse during that time?

Fast forward to 2007 and I didn’t get enough and picked up my classes at AIU online while I was working in San Diego. Yup like maybe a year later a said fuck that lol. I really hate business classes. I am thankful for them, and I have all my books still especially my marketing books. But business, a business degree is not necessary at all. Besides science is my first love and I want happy in my classes.

Fast forward again (time traveling is a bitch huh lol) and in 2010 I had a major break and was forced to change professions. But it was a good thing. I entered Fortis College in New Carrollton, MD for the Biotechnician program. Ten months later I was certified and had an externship at the USDA. Worked there fir almost two years. But government cut backs ruined that job lol. Applied microbiology, biomanufactoring, food production, cell culturing, DNA, RNA, protein, a little cloning (not literary but theory).

Now 2011 I had to fall back on my business classes because those credits weren’t good any where but to a school in Baltimore, and I want driving two hour s round trip fir two classes a day. So I did organizational management and Logistic Management at Ashford University Online. Yup didn’t learn lol. Either way January this year I dropped that shit, because they fucked me on my military grant. But I’m determined to start over.

So be looking for updates.

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It has been a while since I have written anything, or even been online in a public way…sort of. I left all the social communities, tired of the dumb asses, bitches, niggas, and idioticity on both sides. I left to grow and work on me, my bad manners and the jackass sluts and faggots that I have had the unfortunate pleasure of interacting with. All I saw was people only wanting to fuck each other, tear each other open, and act like fucking idiots. I participated and was like wow, I should have known better.

Well now I am a completely aggressive bitch. I have very little respect for anyone in the occult community or in human life in general. I value myself and the people I interact with very highly. Why would I want to be around dumb asses who only want to have a following. I side with only one org, never to side with any other org ever again. My heart stays true to  those who aren’t full of shit. That is hard to find as pretty much everyone is out for dolo. But hey you can’t blame them but you can ignore the feces that come out of there mouth.

I am more true and open to who I am. I have dealt with a bunch of shit, I have given my baby so to speak over to a dick and his followers who did not deserve anything that I gave them. If it wasn’t for me the site would not have been up, and people would not be able to know shit. Yes I have that much bravado in what I created.

She is dead, never to be what she was, she past away long before any real damage can and was done. I can say no that majority of the people that I have came in contact with if truly hope is dead or dying, or close to death. I allowed them to be the death of who I was turning into, and gave that up for supposed friendship. Fuck friends. Fuck people in general. If you don’t keep yourself going all they will do is keep you as a number of the miserable food that you allowed them to turn you into. People use and abuse you, and you are dumb enough to let it happen.

So I say fuck everyone I have ever encountered between October 2008 in San Diego, CA through August 2012 in Washington, DC (of course for those who know I hold them in a high regard and it isn’t a lot of them but they know who they are because of how I treat them). You were the worst bunch of people I have ever met, and I truly hope you suffer the worst mishap of your miserable ass lives including your families, your work and your kids 🙂 However I am so glad and fortunate to have met you all because with all of you I wouldn’t be who I am I wouldn’t have learned as much as I have learned so quickly. You were the reason why I had speedy learning. It would have taken me a few more years to be where I was at that point in time. I honestly believe it should have waited. But hey, you false prophets helped move me along, so I truly hope you choke on all the pain you have delivered to people in your unfortunate time on this earth. 🙂

I am rebuilding, the strength is rising and I am not holding back on shit. At times my post will be just crazy in themselves, they will be thought provoking and basically what people know of me and how I deliver only how I can.

I look forward to people reading, commenting (of course I know negative comments will fly, I mean what is the internet but full of pussies who hide behind screen names and screens), and just the basic interaction.

You all know me. You have read some of the things I have posted. You have met me. I am a Goddess. Why would I be less. Shouldn’t we all think of ourselves as the best that there is? Yes we should. As much as I can’t stand the human race in general, everyone has a right to say, do and act as they are. Just some of us are a waste oxygen, and our atoms should implode from the massive storage of bullshit; but they make the world go round.

There will be more categories than last blog, only one site as having more than one I just don’t feel like doing at this moment.

I’m back and I’m wearing my ovaries on the outside boyz 🙂