So for those of you who don’t know I ave a beauty blog. It is queensenigmaisback.wordpress.com
Original right lol. But fuck it. It is what it is. I have other content there that is no occult related and other book reviews and what not.
So yeah, another plug of my other site.
Enjoy.
Years ago I created a website called African American Spirituality. It was beautiful. In 8 hours, I created something for people of color to go to. And of course they fucked it up.
I ended up abandoning the site, giving it to my then boyfriend and deleting everything I put up on it. I got tired of these bitches figuring that since I was Satanic that I would have no problem letting a male member feed off of them. Of course my bitch ass beau at the time hid that from me. I hate people. I swear, lol, because I am not a bible thumper or a fucking Wiccan then I must be ok with people feasting off of each other. It is always these insecure black women that will run to dick, but won’t step up and speak with pussy. I swear that is my biggest gripe. I point out black women because the site was black. Well sort of, we are just to damn diverse, and we all don’t “look black”. So shit broke down, I had a site editor, who was white lol, I know, I know, help with the graphics. Because amazingly I found no black people to help, or at least ones who weren’t trying to get some pussy, so now, i am not fucking for my site. Kick boulders and keep that shit moving.
So I am creating another website. No one will have admin authority but me. This site will be ran by me, under my control. That way if bitches have a problem with the site, there is no dick they can run to. I hate the fact that when I actually took the time to reach out into the occult community, I got greeted with shit lol. But hey, it is what it is right.
This site will have more content. This site will have shops for blacks by blacks. This site will be dripping chocolate and I refuse to deal with any hating bitches or niggas who try to think otherwise. I will not play when It comes to my site. It will definitely be monitored so I know who is on. I shouldn’t even have to go this far, but once burned, you will go to great lengths to never let that shit happen again.
I do not have an open date or time frame, other than 2019. That way it can be Jan 1, 2019 or Dec 31, 2019 and I don’t have to be under pressure.
2019 my website will be here. And no one will ruin my vision for my people or the community at large.
On FB, me sister’s group is back active again. I changed the format of how I was doing classes, and decided to do them bi monthly. It gives people time to plan out what they are doing and to fit the working into their schedule. What I like this time is that you can schedule your posts, and man tell me this isn’t the best thing.
Since people are busy, myself included, I am not always on at the same time and I may miss a day if I am running classes on FB. Mainly because I severely limited my FB and only post dumb shit on my pages. I do the bulk of my work on personal temple sites, in my personal working on other groups. So when I scheduled the post for the month of May, I was able to do all 31 days. We are working with Morrighan in her capacity of being similar to Lilith, and then learning about the Morrighan herself and her three sides.
So when someone comments I can check and interact where ever I am at. Instead of trying to remember to post. My schedule is full and at any time, I can have 6-11 day workings showing up from my orders that I participate in. SO I have almost all my workings for the year already schedules, and any other opportunities that pop up. I can actually fit them in knowing when I have time and what month is light.
I am loving the way the ladies are participating when they can. It is more about them getting exposed to different goddesses, then it is to do every day and respond. I mean this is an occult study group on fb, and why would I charge for that. I would charge on my own website because I can regulate it better. As we all know that fb like to deactivate or put them in jail because people get butt hurt. So to avoid them feeling pressured this is a better alternative. When they are ready to get deeper and commit then the learning moves off of FB and I get deeper.
July is when the next monthly working is going to start. I have to check my schedule to see which Goddess we agreed on. But I love it, because if I haven’t worked with that Dark Goddess before, than that is a treat for me as well.
I am continuing my Beltane celebration for the first week of the month. To really enjoy it.
This month I will be doing the psychic workings from what I read in February. I look forward to increasing my gifts and strengthening my weaknesses. In addition to doing more research for next month’s #domagick challenge. I n addition to the 2 full moons and the new moon tarot workings.
I just knew I was going to have a beautiful week…aaaaannnnddd I was wrong lol. I mean it is a beautiful week but this weeks working was hell on my nerves and emotions. But what would and who would I be if I didn’t have my emotional state charged up by my House and Patron.
Sunday started out as normal. Removed the stagnant water so I can be refreshed. It wasn’t that draining surprisingly. I was expecting more of a drain being it is more than half of me. But hey.
Monday I worked with Leviathan, my Patron to replace new water with me. Deal with any emotional upheavals that may be coming through or other issues that I need to deal with.
Tuesday I worked with Lilith and water replacement, more specifically the sexual part of me. And man does that need more work than what I thought. That is why I have an altar devoted to Lilith and Asmodeus (my spiritual parents) just for this deep working.
Wednesday was connecting to the Moon that triggered my cycle to come a few days early lol. But it did help me be in a better, happier, and more productive person for this week. It also triggered more emotions that needs to be hashed out so I can continue to speak openly and communicate better in my relationships. But man does this shit get old lol.
Thursday I was under Neptune’s influence and that just brought out a lot of more emotions, and I never really fucked with Neptune like that. I have always wanted to get closer to this planet, and it had me just putting myself first and still trying to express myself with new info being thrown my way. Got to love it.
Friday I pulled the 6 of Cups, Pleasure, and that is how this week ended. Which is pretty true when it comes to how this week ended and how it was going lol. Pretty tame still compared to all my other elemental workings.
The next few days I will get in-depth with the Deities and the planets and how they affected me, plus any more good tidbits.
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