Last night I felt and had some interesting interactions with Belial. In him working with me to replenish Earth, i felt that I was turned into a tree, and I kept feeling the color brown. It was very refreshing and interesting. Something very new to me.
Tonight I will be replenishing the rest of the Earth with Baelzebub. He has gentle ways about him when we work together and I look forward to what this nights working will bring.
Last night I removed the old Earth element. I took deep breaths and physically and mentally pushed the old black dirt out of my mouth, and watch it fall into a physical red box that I had made for Sekhmet. I figured I would use it since she will be worked with in week 3. So I filed the box with the rotted Earth and tonight my goal is to fill myself with fresh dirt with Belial. I do feel a little off balance today, which is fine. I was expecting it, so today and tomorrow will be replenishing of Earth for me with 2 of my Pantheon.
I just plan on reaching out and connecting with Belial, and meditation and having the Earth flow into my body.
So this week I m working on bringing in Earth into me. I will be removing earth via the red box I have made for Sekhmet.
As I type this I am kind of tipsy. Lol, actually I am pretty much drunk as fuck and I am enjoying it. I finished a very intensive 21 month Medical Laboratory Technician program and I am studying for my certification. I did 6 months of externship, which is working full time 40 hours a week for fucking free. So I earned the liquor that I am ingesting.
But I do plan on removing the old Earth energy from me. I would love to see how I react to it. Last time I felt like I was choking and I tasted the dirt coming from my body. So I think I will write what I will be doing before I actually do it, and then on Saturdays will be the actual reflection on how the days actually went. I am using this week to plan for the other weeks. So it will be a lot of hit and misses, but you know what, why the fuck not lol.
SO here we go. Tonight I will be removing the Earth and it will begin.
So these are the books that I have officially decided to stick with.
I broke it down to the elements being worked with every week, but only 4. The last 2 days will be a reflection and spread. So this is how I have the weeks laid out:
*Sundays are for removing the old element
*Mondays and Tuesdays are for replacing the old element with new, and connecting to Daemons of that Element.
*Wednesdays and Thursdays are for connecting with the Planets of that element.
*Fridays are for tarot reading with that spread that corresponds with the element
*Saturdays are for reflecting and note taking, in how to better it for the next week.
I do not think I will be adding more, but who the fuck knows with me lol. I will just see when it is time.
So in my previous post I think I said I was going to do all 5 elements, at like 6 days each. Well scratch that lol, I am only going to do 4 at one week each and save the last 2 days for something that combines them all together.
My first week I will be working with Earth. It is my weakest element, barely found in my natal chart and just overall not as impressive as it should be. What I will do is use the elemental balancing ritual from S. Connolly to remove the old element energy and infuse it with new energy via this ritual on her website called Elemental Balancing that is in a pdf of her Modern Demonolatry Book. I will do this with every element for the month.
I then will work with the Demonic Pantheon of my House (that relate to the element I am focusing on) to help cleanse and strengthen the element that I am working on. I am also include cleansing using Plantery Magick, color healing as well.
The second week I will be working on Air, to get that intelligence even more finely tuned. It is my second weakest element, and I am not really surprised.
Fire is the third week, and I am equal in Fire and Water. But I figure I might as well work with this one next and utilize meditations and mantras from my Matron Sekhmet to get me through this week.
Lastly I will be working on Water. My strongest element, as I am a Water sign. I will be working with my Patron Leviathan for this week, and I know we will get in some good workings and cleanings, meditations and more.
I am going to throw Spirit in there as a balancing act the last two days, doing nothing but bringing all the elements together and making them one. I will be working with the House as a whole and will get 2 full days of completion before I add it to my regular workings.
These are the 4 books I will be working through, in addition to a lot of my personal workings and collections that I have had over the past couple decades. So I will be having a very interesting month of April. I look forward to more growth and challenges on my path.
And of course, you know there will be 5 tarot pulls, I mean I really can’t go a month without doing at least 5 pulls.
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