Only a few more days left before this challenge is over. I am going to continue doing these 30 min meditation’s in the morning, with my practice. They have made such a big impact on my day, that I can’t really see myself stopping them.
So today was meditation on the Black Pyramid. I saw the pyramid come towards me, open its lid and in I went. It was very similar to the white cube meditation except everything was black including my clothes and eyes. I was flying, again it looked like hyperspace. You know when you watched the shows back in the day, when the Enterprise went to warp speed and how the stars looked. Yeah, it looked like that. I started to turn around and started falling. I feminine figure met me when I turned around and she pressed into my stomach and pushed me down. I’m kind of panicking lol, but it gets worst when my abdomen is pierced with the top of a black pyramid. The pain is intense and I scream out. But she silences me when we hit the bottom. She asked me is it really pain I am feeling, or just the human equivalent of what pain is supposed to be and feel like. That caught me, and then I focused in and realized that I really didnt feel anything. It was just there. I ku d of felt like an ass. We talked for a few. She was telling me of what to add to my meditation.
I have a pyramid on my altar, it’s not black but I will change that. It will be added to the meditation that Baal Hammon and Baal Baphomet gave me. The pyramid will sit on my lap, and for 30 min I will vibe and feel the pyramid. Become in tune with it, and at this point I don’t know if I absorbed the pyramid, or it absorbed me but it is on my solar plexus. It’s just there. Slowly spinning and vibrating. I will be testing this meditation today.
I drew 2 cards Happy Happy and Deep Knowing in protection poses. What I need to do, is lighten up and relax, because I am psychically exhausted. I have been for a while and these cards really put it out there. So I’m going to chill today and rest for tomorrow
Serenity of the Dark 