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#domagick The Next Phase

Posted in Important Posts with tags , , , , , , , , , , , on 03/12/2018 by Keona-Mlh

The next challenge I will be doing will be in April. I will be doing an elemental cleansing using 5 elements and 2 books and a cleansing ritual I have from my Daemonalter friend. I always want to do self healing work, as I feel that it is the best way to have a happier, and healthier you. Mentally,physically and spiritually and more. So this is what I will be working with.

Book wise I will be working between these two books

These will be very useful for upcoming working. Honestly I have had these books for years, read them a couple times but never had the chance to really give them a run through. So I am really looking forward to seeing how they work with me, and how I can follow the steps and ideas contained within.

I will have 5 more posts. One post for each of the elements and the goals that I hope to achieve and accomplish in this next 30 day period (the 30 days are give and take if you think about the length of the months).

Tarot spreads will be down with each one of course lol, I mean it isn’t a pathworking for me if I don’t have a tarot spread in it lol.

So stay tuned.

#domagick Day 22

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , , , on 12/22/2017 by Keona-Mlh

Only a few more days left before this challenge is over. I am going to continue doing these 30 min meditation’s in the morning, with my practice.  They have made such a big impact on my day, that I can’t really see myself stopping them. 

So today was meditation on the Black Pyramid.  I saw the pyramid come towards me, open its lid and in I went. It was very similar to the white cube meditation except everything was black including my clothes and eyes. I was flying, again it looked like hyperspace. You know when you watched the shows back in the day, when the Enterprise went to warp speed and how the stars looked. Yeah, it looked like that.  I started to turn around and started falling. I feminine figure met me when I turned around and she pressed into my stomach and pushed me down. I’m kind of panicking lol, but it gets worst when my abdomen is pierced with the top of a black pyramid. The pain is intense and I scream out. But she silences me when we hit the bottom. She asked me is it really pain I am feeling, or just the human equivalent of what pain is supposed to be  and feel like. That caught me, and then I focused in and realized that I really didnt feel anything. It was just there. I ku d of felt like an ass. We talked for a few. She was telling me of what to add to my meditation.  

I have a pyramid on my altar, it’s not black but I will change that. It will be added to the meditation that Baal Hammon and  Baal Baphomet gave me. The pyramid will sit on my lap, and for 30 min I will vibe and feel the pyramid. Become in tune with it, and at this point I don’t know if I absorbed the pyramid, or it absorbed me but it is on my solar plexus. It’s just there. Slowly spinning and vibrating. I will be testing this meditation today. 

I drew 2 cards Happy Happy and Deep Knowing in protection poses. What I need to do, is lighten up and relax, because I am psychically exhausted. I have been for a while and these cards really put it out there. So I’m going to chill today and rest for tomorrow 

#domagick Day 12

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , , on 12/12/2017 by Keona-Mlh

Agares came through like a rush of wind. I got caught up in a tornado of wind. But there was no sound. I heard nothing, I felt nothing, I saw nothing. I’m a feeler with my hands, so I activated my shield so it can do sort of a bat echolocation thing. It came back lime green, interesting color. I was walking on a dirt ground. Feeling with my sensors where to go. And I fall through the ground. I land heavily on the ground and get up. I’m in no pain at all, or soreness. Again I reach out and I see a lock. It has been caked up with the mud and dirt. But it is a black cast iron lock with a skeleton key hole. As I am admiring it, I fall through again.

This time when I get up I ‘see’ a large book. I open it and the pages are written in Babylonian and African language. Great, this is going to be easy lol. I walk a few steps, then say shit, falling again lol.

This time I pick up a chalice, and it falls apart. Guess that wasn’t for me. I thought I was approaching an athame but when I bent down to pick it up, it was an old candle in a brass candle holder. I hold it to my chest with the other items and wait to fall again. It doesn’t happen, figures.

I see Agares to me left, we’ll I feel his presence to my left. His outline of his sigil is still fresh in my mind and when I turn that direction. It grows brighter. He comes to me and the tornado stops. He says the lock represents sturdiness and with the right key does it open and bend to our will. The book has knowledge in it for me, from Babylon and Africa. And from Africa you need to go west. The candle is illumination, a friend in the dark. You can work them together or separate but you can work them.

I pulled cards 8 and 12 that he instructed. They are Observer, and Tick Tock protection pose.

Observer says illumination with others is what you need to seek and find. Step back from your own objectivity and stand at a neutral point. When neutral and curious, take yourself out of your work and really look at it.

Tick Tock protection pose says relax. Your miracles are yours and can’t be missed. Slow down and trust in the Divine.

 

#domagick Day 11

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , , , on 12/11/2017 by Keona-Mlh

“The ties that Bind” My theme for working with BaalBerith this morning. 
He didn’t appear for the beginning it was just light darkness with his sigil burning in the air. 6 areas to be exact. It is like they were branded on the wall. When they cooled they formed doors. I learned not to open door in meditation. That’s just a whole new thing that I’m not ready to start right now. However he had different plans. He grabbed my hand and threw me towards the door. I ended up floating and passing through the door and landing on my feet. It was like slow motion of me entering every door who threw me in.

Patience,  Humility, Compassion, Protection, Self Love and Truth ( Mirror) where behind those doors.

Walking with him his touch was ice cold, which I wasn’t ready for. I felt weightless. Like I was walking through clouds, walking on notbing, feeling nothing. I was smelling fresh cut grass and wood. He has an Earthy feel to me. I’ve worked with him only a few times, but enough to memorize his element. 

He had me walking through the woods.  I saw my feet walking effortless through these leaves with no issues. I cam to a tree that was extremely huge. It reminds me of those giant redwoods in California.  Carved deep within the trunk was his enn, his very complicated sigil. I told him his sigil needs to come with directions on which and where to start. He smiled. Underneath that was the Daemonaltry sigil, and one of the Houses sigil. Surrounding the tree was moss. The branches where so tall I couldn’t see them, but I know they were blocking the light above us. The roots reached out for a few hundred feet. The tree itself was very cool to the touch and you felt the beating of its heart. Slow and methodical.

I sit under the tree and a branch shoots through my sjoulder. 4 to be exact. Looks like some Earth workings are on their way. Once they pulled out, the wounds healed and I really felt like I was one with the tree. I just keep hearing Self.

The card I drew was No Place like Home, protection pose. Well, let’s just say this slapped the taste out of my mouth and confirmed a lot of what has been happening with me lol. 

#domagick  Day 10

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , , , , , on 12/10/2017 by Keona-Mlh

This has to be the most emotionally draining meditations I have done. It is all for me to improve myself, but we all know that old wounds reopen are the most painful.

Baal Inuakhem Corvinus is another personal Daemon. He is the Lycan Side, that in depth knowledge of oneself.

It was an ominous vibe with him, I asked him while and he said because he is an ominous being. Lol, I’m going to need him and Vercerah to stop with the theatrics. They have been observing humans way to long lol. In smoke gray setting, he invited me to sit down and talk to him. He had a slice of New York Cheesecake, with strawberries on it and whipped cream and a cup of coffee. Like my favorite dessert. He, surprisingly had chocolate cake and milk. I think it is milk, or a milk like substance.

“Fuck life before it Fucks you”
That is the lesson he is teaching me. He opened up so much pain within me that I actually forgot about.  He said I can just move on. I have to confront it and work with it, to understand it.

He said there is no starting over. Just continuing.  I have started over too many times and never kept going because the obstacles really knocked the breath out of me. Knocked me down so bad that their are no regular tears, just look tears. Filled with misery dropping from body.

Slashes with his nails, exposing the pain I have been hiding, the pain I have forgotten, the pain I had pushed deep down, the realizations of being wanted and needed, he is opening them. Raw emotions he is asking me to grab on to.

My shadow self needs a whole lot more work than I thought. He is that bestia side, the one that doesn’t hesitates that goes for it. It is what I need to release. I go for half then stop, feeling some type of way.

He told me to pull cards 2, 8 and 4. Chop Wood protection pose, Orphaned protection pose, and Mending right side up.

Chop Wood protection, tells me to stop daydreaming and make it happen. If I take a step, they will take multiple steps towards me in my pursuit. I just need to stop being scared and take that first step out of my comfort zone

Orphaned protection , is one I choose not to share.

Mending, I’d self explanatory within the context of my vision.

This vision, meditation, reading took a sever toll on me. I will be working and contemplating for a while. 

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