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Yule

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , on 12/02/2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

As I sit outside in my red sweater, smoking my Black & Mild (regular of course), I am enveloped by the cold air, the impending Death of the leaves. I sniff the crisp air, and I feel that coldness sink down into my lungs, having me shiver just a little bit. 
Thoughts move to Yule, and what I want, that will enhance my practice.  I have been wanting a wood carving kit for a while now. I have grown quite an obsession for this art. I have wood planks and branches all over my house and in my shed.  I have drawings on them waiting to be etched and them fed with my blood. Ideas pop into my mind daily.

I love the Winter (minus the snow). I love seeing the Death of life. Watching everything die slowly. This is the most transformative time of the year. Samhain  has allowed you to be open to the veil, walk beyond what you don’t see, walk into the veil. Then continue that path into the yearly shedding of bullshit that we have unknowingly  (or knowingly) carried with us for the past several months.

During this time I will be connecting deeply with Euryonmous. I have always delve deep into the Death, but deep enough for me to always have control. I never have allowed my guides to let me free fall and trust them (even though I trust them with everything else in my life). Still dealing with my own personal bullshit. A Necromancer that gate walks, does blood and chaos magick, but extremely strict and pigeon holds herself to not walking deeper, such total bullshit. But these next few weeks are going to change.

I pulled the Poised card from my Wisdom Oracle deck. Confirmation that all I have done, that I am ready to place my head deep under.  I am ready to let that cold, bitter liquid into my mouth, down my lungs;  cracking my chest open breaking free.

I walk with Belial, Bael, Beelzebuth/Beelzebub. Guarded by Apep and Anpu; intune with Hecate, Lilith and Satanas; surrounded by my Tribe and my Seven. I have been through the ringer, I have been fractured, I have been made Whole.

I am ready for Yule.

28 Days of Spiritual Workings, Oh Yeah!

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , , , , , , , on 03/26/2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

So I have been out of the loop for a minute, but I have a nice vacation from school ,so it is time for me to get my affairs in order. Almost every day I have something planned. Even on the days where it is empty, I will be reading and working on my psychic abilities and physical strength. Here is how day 1 went.

I started off the day prepping for 2 classes. The first class was a continuation of a 2 year Goetia class I am taking with S. Connolly (and I would advise people to sign up for her classes, like real shit). We did a wonderful invocation with the 4 kings, and the manifestations were on point. Talk about taking the breath out of you. Then from there I went into the tarot class. Now I have been playing around with the Tarot for almost 10 years, but never read for anyone. But today I did a few practice readings with the class, and we were the shit lol. I think I will to continue to use the Necronomicon for my personal readings, and use the Thoth deck for others. During that class I saw so many decks that my list is completely full and I have so many decks to get. They are an addiction really.

I also do a daily tarot read from the Necro deck. I have my partner pick a card, and I interpret it. It has helped me get even closer to the deck. I have 37 cards left, so it fits into the working. I can say so far, I have had some very vivid dreams.

I also still work through the Goetia and have been in the Goetia since late 2011. I work with it differently every time. I have a few more Daemons to work through and I will be ready to start my fourth go round later on this year.

The last thing I am doing today is working through the Complete Book of Psychic Empowerment. They have some awesome exercises, and I will be getting knee deep in this shit. Today is the introduction and I will be prepping to work through the book. I have the introduction to get through, and then I will be working on the exercises in each section. So far the introduction talks about the 3 fold premise or psychic empowerment, 4 empowering principles, and guidelines to psychic empowerment. I mean hey we all know I am a gifted psychic, but there is no shame in sharping your skills. I mean after the last term I had in school, I need all the psychic tune up that I can get to keep myself calm and sane.

Day 1 down, see you tomorrow.

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