I am going to do a reading using only the Disk card out of my Thoth deck. Connect with the Earth through its suit and see what it tells me, what it suggests me to do and what I can learn from it.
I have never done anything like this before so I wonder what newness will be shown to me or deeper insight by focus on the suit of the elemental design. I am very curious to find out.
Last night I felt and had some interesting interactions with Belial. In him working with me to replenish Earth, i felt that I was turned into a tree, and I kept feeling the color brown. It was very refreshing and interesting. Something very new to me.
Tonight I will be replenishing the rest of the Earth with Baelzebub. He has gentle ways about him when we work together and I look forward to what this nights working will bring.
Last night I removed the old Earth element. I took deep breaths and physically and mentally pushed the old black dirt out of my mouth, and watch it fall into a physical red box that I had made for Sekhmet. I figured I would use it since she will be worked with in week 3. So I filed the box with the rotted Earth and tonight my goal is to fill myself with fresh dirt with Belial. I do feel a little off balance today, which is fine. I was expecting it, so today and tomorrow will be replenishing of Earth for me with 2 of my Pantheon.
I just plan on reaching out and connecting with Belial, and meditation and having the Earth flow into my body.
So this week I m working on bringing in Earth into me. I will be removing earth via the red box I have made for Sekhmet.
As I type this I am kind of tipsy. Lol, actually I am pretty much drunk as fuck and I am enjoying it. I finished a very intensive 21 month Medical Laboratory Technician program and I am studying for my certification. I did 6 months of externship, which is working full time 40 hours a week for fucking free. So I earned the liquor that I am ingesting.
But I do plan on removing the old Earth energy from me. I would love to see how I react to it. Last time I felt like I was choking and I tasted the dirt coming from my body. So I think I will write what I will be doing before I actually do it, and then on Saturdays will be the actual reflection on how the days actually went. I am using this week to plan for the other weeks. So it will be a lot of hit and misses, but you know what, why the fuck not lol.
SO here we go. Tonight I will be removing the Earth and it will begin.
These posts are going to be shorter, mainly until the end when everything is summed up and finished.
But this morning I opted out of the Mountain Pose and went for the Warrior Pose, and man did I feel the rush into my hands, down my spine and straight in to the ground. Talk about continuing this for the next 2 days. I will be trying other poses and finding the best one or two for the 4 days and see how well I go with the connection and sensing.
Trying to understand any blockages, or slow spinners are good for when I do my finalize Chakra working next year, or should I say, beginning the long process of some great work.
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