Am I connected to my Spirit Guides?
Knight of wands. I am going to take this as a yes lol. My passion is due to the connection I have with them. It builds up and it’s propelling me forward at a great momentum. They have my back.
What can I do to heal myself?
XXI, The Universe. I have so many modes, so many models, so many guides around me. I have to realize that it is more than just me in this world. I have a host of friends, spiritual guides and ancestors that can help me open up and utilize what the Universe has to offer me. I can’t and shouldn’t heal myself on my own. I do fine with people to help and bounce ideas off of. Listen to the Zuni verse and she will lead me to where I need to me. But it is up to me to grab it, bring it into me, and for me to heal myself .
How will this affect me moving forward?
8 of Cups, Indolence. Some of my cups are full, some are over flowing. There will be times when I will feel that I have not enough to make it through or that I am drowning and all seems lost. It’s all part of the healing process. Nothing is easy, but when you work hard it will be worth it
What I need to let go of?
Prudence, 8 of disks. This has to be how I am in the lab and in situations where I have no control and just have to do what I consider subpar work. Though I’m told all the times it isn’t I do act this way and it is a flat of mine. But I strive for perfection so I have to try to do what needs to be done the way others want it and save the perfectionist for my own personal research and development .
Why did need to let it go?
Prince of Wands. My hit temper and determination to get things done in the way I see is off putting. I will have others feel like I know more than them when I dobt, I just have a mind for organization and productivity that automatically starts calculations and moving things around . I see the possibilities and I just go in an excuse them. Again it will be difficult to dial it down, but it will be held onto unless I am expressed asked, or when I have my own lab and area, and my own production .
How long did I hang on to this?
13, The Devil. For freaking ever lmao! It’s in my DNA and I will let go of the rigns, but the devil in me continues to play the advocate when people need to step their shit up.

What will this month bring?
Princess of cups. The ebb and flow of water has my emotions on edge. There is much that will be thrown at me, but I have those behind me that can help me wade through the thickness
How will it affect me?
Prince if Swords. This will have my temper flaring, and cutting people quickly like it did today. I need to be wiser in the battles that I deal with. The people around me will draw that side out of me and it’s up to me to block the ignorance and focus on what’s in front of me my emotional connection to triggers that people push. Needs to be addresses and worked on.
In my AA tarot group they came up with a tarot challenge for the month of October. Which is awesome because I do want to get to know my Thoth deck a little better. So I’ll share my cards and interpretation here.
Who am I?
Princess of wands. I am fire. I am a woman who has a very driven passion, always been driven in areas that reward my soul and my life’s purpose. They fuel the fire that burns in my heart, the scorch marks of my footprints that are left when I walk. Freedom.
What brought me to this point?
Prince of wands. More fire lol. The direction and what I have experienced has made sure that I stayed on this oath, no matter what bumps were in my way. The will, the determination has never slowed down. It will continue to build.
My deck for the month and my draw. Each day I will draw a different number of cards depending on the question asked, and if I feel the need to ask more questions.
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