This is Sulis, she represents the Bodies of Water.
For me this is a reminder that I need to get back to my roots, which is water. I am a Scorpio and being near water has always helped me through troubling times. Unfortunately I live in an area where access to the beach is either 4 hours away or 6 hours away, so I try to enjoy the raining days a lot more.
Nightside Manifesto
This meditation was short on visuals but high on feelings. I saw the tribal common area. Dark grass and trees swaying, smelling something sweet on the air. It’s a cool wind, it wraps around you, squeezes you and holds you before releasing and continuing on its way.
I get hit from behind with a powerful wave of energy, them from the front and the sides. Deep vibrations are flowing through my body, being poured through me. I feel it moving through my blood, I feel it spinning inside me. I have no idea what it is, but the emotions and the power within the sound has enveloped me. Very deeply. I see faces around me, smiling. Not all, but some just have that resting bitch face. Nothing but positivity in my vicinity.
These vibrations are comforting. New and old.
I got hit from another blast and with it my skin is cracked, I see gold light spilling from myself. Why am I cracking? Another blast and the skin flakes off, releasing blinding gold light. Another hit and my skin is back, I’m completely black. I’m the essence of the void. Stars move through my arms, energy through my blood. My heart is beating of the tribes. Connecting to those distant ancestors. Welcoming them back to me. Connecting with them and, it’s a normal feeling. Well as normal as I am lol.
The cards told me that new things are on the horizon, so it’s time to deal with them correctly.
Happy Yule Everyone. Hope your enjoying today and making the best of it.
Today’s meditation was with the White Cube. Reiki World. Reiki Matrix.
Quietness was all that was there. I was in an entirely white space walking on white water. I was in all white, everything was white except for my skin, even my eyes. I kept hearing “reiki world, reiki matrix”. Then I was falling into the water and the words, the Chinese characters for reiki rushed towards me, wrapped themselves around me and broke apart, then wrapped around me as absorbed in. Then my lungs was filling up with the water and the symbols came rushing at my third eye so fast and so many that they clumped on my third eye. Again absorbing into my third eye, and all I can hear is “reiki world, reiki matrix, reiki wolrd, reiki matrix”, over and over again.
Then there was nothingness. Just floating in the whiteness. Floating in the current and energy of powerful waves hitting me and washing over my body.
And at this point 2 of my three dogs run down here, jump in my bed, argue with one another; with Ginger taking my stuff animal upstairs and Lucy chasing after her. Then Snoop comes down, jumps on the bed and lays next to me and go to sleep. Now I can read my cards lol!
I drew Time to Go and Round and Round right side up.
Time to Go confirmed a presence in my life that needs to get the boot. Very hilarious but something that needs to be done.
Round and Round everything I am doing I have seen before. Which is completely true. I now who I will be talking to, the places I will be working weeks before it happens, that good ole dejavu. But it’s also a time for me to do things better a second time around.
Both of these cards are extremely fitting coming to the extremely of the year.
Today I had my meditation with Baal Baphomet. And I can tell you it is and was intense and relaxing. Most of it won’t be shared, but she did give me so many pieces of information. Yes, I said she.
I received a beautiful meditation that I did after I left the house, so a full hour in a deep meditative state while on the train was very beautiful. I mixed in Baal Hammons’ meditational pillar and it qas beauitful. I have never felt so peaceful as I did today. It was totally amazing.
She instructed me to pull 3 cards. Breathe upright, Flexible upright and Clean Up protection pose.
Breathe and Flexible both tell me too relax, mediate and be free.
Clean Up protection pose was more of a low blow. Why they have to be so correct lol.
Belphegore was who my meditation was with this morning. I recited his enn 4x, anointed my altar, incense and candles like I have everyday this challenege.
I am sitting in a park like area. The trees around me have blue green leaves, and the bark is a very dark brown almost black color. They are twisted into these fabulous shapes and reaching towards the sky. I look to me left and I see Belphegore sitting next to me. He has a glass of wine in his hand. Pomegranate. He revelas a basket of fruits, seeds, and berries. A take a date and eat it. Something isn’t right. I pull 3 white marble spheres from my mouth. Each one had a Chinese character on it. I know exactly what they say, and why those 3 were given to me. He smiles and tells me to drink. He pours this dark bottle of wine that has a weird symbol on it he says it’s Star Seed. It pours out a beautiful sapphire blue color. The smell is indescribable in a good way, and it tastes very sweet.
When I look up I see 3 of me wearing what I am now, a lace right dress that gathers around my ankles. A white wreath of flowers on my head, though I’ve never seen those types before. Looking into the hands of the 3 me’s, I see the orbs. I am told that they are mine to work intently with, when I have dark days, difficult days those spheres will be for me. As they turn and walk away I noticed there is a brilliant gold Taj Mahal in the distance.
Curiosity instantly peaked. I can feel the vibration coming from that Temple. I can feel the darkness behind that dome. I can feel the power, the rush of my blood against my ears. I can hear it all. I can feel it. I so want to go to the Temple. I am giving 2 options. Explore the Temple. Stay with Belphegore. I push my curiosity aside, and I stay with Belphegore, one of the Council Members. He nods his aporoval. I sit back done and we talk some more. We than get up and start walking down, what is now a beach. Black sand is everywhere. The heat of it, resonantes throughout my legs. To my right are 3 large full moons. One is red. One is blue. One is white. As they lower the mood changes to something darker, something I am familiar with, something that is home for me.
He nods at, takes my Star Seed wine and I walk into the ocean. The liquid is thick, it’s firey, it’s full, it’s metallic. But isn’t all blood. I’m not walking on the blood, nor completely under. I am walking knee deep in that blood ocean. Crimson red liquid that splashed up to kiss my thighs. My white dress is soaked in the liquid, with the liquid swirling up my dress making intricate details across the bodice of my dress. I’m halfway in the liquid and turn around. Belphegore is behind me. He wraps his hands around me head and stops my breathing. Upon unconsciousness, I’m immersed into the blood. He talks to me about what he is doing. And who this is from. Lungs are on fire from the liquid running in and soaking through my tissue. It’s done.
Covered in blood I head back to the beach with Belphegore walking behind me.
To read the cards turn your head to the left.
Here and Now is a protection card that tells me to stay in the present. Whenever I feel the need to relive the past I lose power, to force the future the same.
Truth be told leaves me free to be me, to open felt in relationships and to grow.
Building blocks is a protection card in which I need to ID the cracks in my foundation and work on fixing them and making them stronger.
Yin is letting others take the lead for once. To not be as harsh and did to let others give me what I may he missing and need.
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