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#domagick  Day 16

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , on 12/16/2017 by Keona-Mlh

Today I did part 2 of yesterday’s meditation. The third one will be tomorrow.  Here a dived into the world of the Fulani. And the messages delivered where personal. I think I’m getting to the part of this challenge that the deeper I go, the more personal the messages get. But I will share what I can. 
The scenery is beautiful.  Being in a tribal area that seems familiar. Watching the water rush over us and knock out breaths out so we breathe water instead of air was very deep for me. I was given a porcelain pitcher of milk and honey to keep and nurture. As well as a task of getting to know my people more.

Again the Goddess I talked to brought tears to my eyes, and another part of myself opened up, unlocked.

Before I began my meditation. I was told to pick 2 cards. Milk and honey protection pose (irony), and Come to the Edge.

Milk and honey protection pose says I am so loved and care for and I need to feel that love and compassion within myself. Let go and trust the divine in healing.

 Come to the edge says to step into the unknown to find your miracles.  Let your self be truly seen in your relationship even if it is scary. Take a leap of faith despite your fears. The unknown is the only choice

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#domagick Day 12

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , , on 12/12/2017 by Keona-Mlh

Agares came through like a rush of wind. I got caught up in a tornado of wind. But there was no sound. I heard nothing, I felt nothing, I saw nothing. I’m a feeler with my hands, so I activated my shield so it can do sort of a bat echolocation thing. It came back lime green, interesting color. I was walking on a dirt ground. Feeling with my sensors where to go. And I fall through the ground. I land heavily on the ground and get up. I’m in no pain at all, or soreness. Again I reach out and I see a lock. It has been caked up with the mud and dirt. But it is a black cast iron lock with a skeleton key hole. As I am admiring it, I fall through again.

This time when I get up I ‘see’ a large book. I open it and the pages are written in Babylonian and African language. Great, this is going to be easy lol. I walk a few steps, then say shit, falling again lol.

This time I pick up a chalice, and it falls apart. Guess that wasn’t for me. I thought I was approaching an athame but when I bent down to pick it up, it was an old candle in a brass candle holder. I hold it to my chest with the other items and wait to fall again. It doesn’t happen, figures.

I see Agares to me left, we’ll I feel his presence to my left. His outline of his sigil is still fresh in my mind and when I turn that direction. It grows brighter. He comes to me and the tornado stops. He says the lock represents sturdiness and with the right key does it open and bend to our will. The book has knowledge in it for me, from Babylon and Africa. And from Africa you need to go west. The candle is illumination, a friend in the dark. You can work them together or separate but you can work them.

I pulled cards 8 and 12 that he instructed. They are Observer, and Tick Tock protection pose.

Observer says illumination with others is what you need to seek and find. Step back from your own objectivity and stand at a neutral point. When neutral and curious, take yourself out of your work and really look at it.

Tick Tock protection pose says relax. Your miracles are yours and can’t be missed. Slow down and trust in the Divine.

 

#domagick Day 11

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , , , on 12/11/2017 by Keona-Mlh

“The ties that Bind” My theme for working with BaalBerith this morning. 
He didn’t appear for the beginning it was just light darkness with his sigil burning in the air. 6 areas to be exact. It is like they were branded on the wall. When they cooled they formed doors. I learned not to open door in meditation. That’s just a whole new thing that I’m not ready to start right now. However he had different plans. He grabbed my hand and threw me towards the door. I ended up floating and passing through the door and landing on my feet. It was like slow motion of me entering every door who threw me in.

Patience,  Humility, Compassion, Protection, Self Love and Truth ( Mirror) where behind those doors.

Walking with him his touch was ice cold, which I wasn’t ready for. I felt weightless. Like I was walking through clouds, walking on notbing, feeling nothing. I was smelling fresh cut grass and wood. He has an Earthy feel to me. I’ve worked with him only a few times, but enough to memorize his element. 

He had me walking through the woods.  I saw my feet walking effortless through these leaves with no issues. I cam to a tree that was extremely huge. It reminds me of those giant redwoods in California.  Carved deep within the trunk was his enn, his very complicated sigil. I told him his sigil needs to come with directions on which and where to start. He smiled. Underneath that was the Daemonaltry sigil, and one of the Houses sigil. Surrounding the tree was moss. The branches where so tall I couldn’t see them, but I know they were blocking the light above us. The roots reached out for a few hundred feet. The tree itself was very cool to the touch and you felt the beating of its heart. Slow and methodical.

I sit under the tree and a branch shoots through my sjoulder. 4 to be exact. Looks like some Earth workings are on their way. Once they pulled out, the wounds healed and I really felt like I was one with the tree. I just keep hearing Self.

The card I drew was No Place like Home, protection pose. Well, let’s just say this slapped the taste out of my mouth and confirmed a lot of what has been happening with me lol. 

#domagick  Day 10

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , , , , , on 12/10/2017 by Keona-Mlh

This has to be the most emotionally draining meditations I have done. It is all for me to improve myself, but we all know that old wounds reopen are the most painful.

Baal Inuakhem Corvinus is another personal Daemon. He is the Lycan Side, that in depth knowledge of oneself.

It was an ominous vibe with him, I asked him while and he said because he is an ominous being. Lol, I’m going to need him and Vercerah to stop with the theatrics. They have been observing humans way to long lol. In smoke gray setting, he invited me to sit down and talk to him. He had a slice of New York Cheesecake, with strawberries on it and whipped cream and a cup of coffee. Like my favorite dessert. He, surprisingly had chocolate cake and milk. I think it is milk, or a milk like substance.

“Fuck life before it Fucks you”
That is the lesson he is teaching me. He opened up so much pain within me that I actually forgot about.  He said I can just move on. I have to confront it and work with it, to understand it.

He said there is no starting over. Just continuing.  I have started over too many times and never kept going because the obstacles really knocked the breath out of me. Knocked me down so bad that their are no regular tears, just look tears. Filled with misery dropping from body.

Slashes with his nails, exposing the pain I have been hiding, the pain I have forgotten, the pain I had pushed deep down, the realizations of being wanted and needed, he is opening them. Raw emotions he is asking me to grab on to.

My shadow self needs a whole lot more work than I thought. He is that bestia side, the one that doesn’t hesitates that goes for it. It is what I need to release. I go for half then stop, feeling some type of way.

He told me to pull cards 2, 8 and 4. Chop Wood protection pose, Orphaned protection pose, and Mending right side up.

Chop Wood protection, tells me to stop daydreaming and make it happen. If I take a step, they will take multiple steps towards me in my pursuit. I just need to stop being scared and take that first step out of my comfort zone

Orphaned protection , is one I choose not to share.

Mending, I’d self explanatory within the context of my vision.

This vision, meditation, reading took a sever toll on me. I will be working and contemplating for a while. 

#domagick Day 8

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , , , on 12/08/2017 by Keona-Mlh

Today is my meditation with Aupep. The most beastial being I have worked with. I didn’t recite his enn this time, instead I recited this poem of opening into chaotic waters.
I see Aupep. Looking like the Dragon from Dragon Ball Z. Around him is a portal opening of pure fire. I am walking towards him and his tail slashes my arms from shoulder to wrist. But it isn’t blood spilling. It’s lava. It’s falling from my arm in spirals. It’s dripping in spirals onto the ground, as I walk into the fire portal to converse with Aupep. Once in the portal it seals, and it’s only darkness. The ring of fire is my only light source. I look down and I am walking on the teeth of serpents. As I walk, they are cutting into my feet, become one with my flesh. The lava blood is flowing from my veins and on the side of me are more serpents. The lava spills on them and they turn to ash. When they fall they fall upwards and wrap themselves around my open cut. And continue to do so until they are covering my arms. I hear Him say “We Are One. As One”. I look at my hands and they have serpent teeth at the end of them. My nails are no longer nails, but the teeth of what I was walking on.

I turn around and I am in a desert. I hear blades clinging, but I see nothing. I’m on flat land and I can see for miles. But I only hear the blades. Normally my ass would run off and go exploring,  but this time I crossed my legs and fell to the ground. I’m acting bratty lol. I close eyes. I feel myself raise up and when I open them I’m looking at a dragons head on a serpents body. Yellow fluid is dripping from its veins. Annnnnddddd it takes off. Lol, I’m like shit.  The sky changes from sort of dusk to purple. I have no clue what planet I’m on because when I look up, instead of seeing the Moon, I see Earth. Well shit.  I know I can’t see it from Jupiter, plus I go there too much so I know this place isn’t it. Uranus comes to mind but I can’t see Earth, but it feels right. If not, then I am pretty sure I’m on a planet in a different damn solar system. I hear the clanging of metal. And I be damned. Are those Titans that I see fighting? Unholy hell! The Serpent I’m riding, which I’m pretty sure is Aupep, is speeding through the desert; but they are so large that it looks like we are just walking casually buy, instead of speeding at, at least 60 mph. Before I can comprehend, I’m back where I started. Wth dude. Damn it Aupep, you do this every time we meet lol.

I stand up and turn around and it’s Him. Giving off a Piccolo feel to him. He has my weapon in his hand, wearing gold and green Armour. His face is that of a dragon, a humanesque body with a very long and pointed tail. I look at my weapon, forgetting how he got it. I mean he is Aupep, he can have whatever he want, I’m not telling him no lol! In the scepter is a dark green blob of something. I take my weapon and look at it. It’s zooming in the scepter as if trying to break free. I hold my right hand up and wave it in front of it, and a man forms. Well humanoid figure forms. It is of a dark green color in the lotus position, with his third eye open. It flashes from ruby to garnet constantly. He smiles and stands up. I’m amazed. I move my hand and He forms back to a blob and darts around again.  Again, I hold my hand up and we have a nice talk for a few.

Aupep and I talk for a few more. He is always imparting wisdom, giving me a kick up the ass and pushing me harder. To open up more, to feel more.

I blink and I’m back in front of the portal. The ring of fire. The portal is now just a mirror. Those ashes of the serpents are still fresh on my skin, the lava blood is still dripping out, albeit very slowly. He is behind me in the Mirror. It’s always a sadness when he leaves. It feels like a part of me aches for him to come back. But he knows I am strong, and it’s just my human emotions getting the best of me. After all, being back on Earth really isn’t everyone’s dream vacation lol.

I drew 2 cards, Not for You in the protection pose and Higher Power.

Not For You says stop chasing what’s running from you, and stop trying to make things work. Just move in. There are better things for you. You see the red flags, heed them and move on. I need to trust that something better is waiting for me.

Higher Power, reminds me that I am conscious for a reason. I’m here for a reason. I need to let that reason be the for front with more meditation. Relationship wise my connection to the Spirit is number one. But this card also means that I am partnered with someone who is very essential in my growth and evolution.   The main message is let my Spirit Lead. Know that you are not alone. Have humility.

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