3 more days left in this challenge. It ends on the 1st of Jan making it a little over 30 days.
Asuachi’s meditation was more like a talking. Nothing new was shown, just clarification. More personal advice and workings to get started on. It was a wonderful feeling, so many blessings.
No card was drawn.
The God Body
During the meditation I felt my wings come out. A constant thumping on my body so I felt like I was moving in small increments throughout the meditation. It aligned to my body and the circles started to sound like a very old lock opening. Like the serpents, my kundalini serpents started to work their way up the body, with every wrap I heard and felt the sekhem circle turn like it was unlocking a part of me. All I was hearing was perfection, balance. It went slowly up my spine unlocking at every chakra point. At my heart 2 smaller locks/wheels went to the side, and they were being used to rotate larger wheel. Then up to my crown. My wings are no long white but silver with black tips and black around the perimeter.
A hand reaches out, or what I presume is a hand and grabs my third eye and says remove, focus, decrease (I have a brain tumor that sits behind my third eye in my pituitary gland that likes to cause issues lol). A hand reaches out and grabs my throat and says stronger, clearer, wiser. A hand reaches out and touched my heart and say sync, balance. A hand reaches out and touched my sacral and says heal, cleanse. Kundalini feels like cold molasses moving up my spine now. It’s no longer painful But It’s Definitely thicker.
A wave of golden energy expands from within to completely engulf me.
The voice again says 2 days. Expand, release, perfect, cleanse, heal, sacrifice, be direct, ask wisely. Heaps of responsibility is heading your way. Be ready.
The almagated self.
Self is God. I am Self. I am God.
This meditation was really short. But it got straight to the point. I am a God. I am stronger than my parts. I am whole. I need to set a plan to put my practices more in the now, making sure I’m devoting a good amount of time without neglecting anything or anyone. Balance. This meditation was about balance. He, and I have no idea who he is, but I know his face but I can’t describe him. But it was deeply noted what needed to be done and that everything happens for a reason. All I can do is move on and make next year mine.
No card was drawn.
Nightside Manifesto
This meditation was short on visuals but high on feelings. I saw the tribal common area. Dark grass and trees swaying, smelling something sweet on the air. It’s a cool wind, it wraps around you, squeezes you and holds you before releasing and continuing on its way.
I get hit from behind with a powerful wave of energy, them from the front and the sides. Deep vibrations are flowing through my body, being poured through me. I feel it moving through my blood, I feel it spinning inside me. I have no idea what it is, but the emotions and the power within the sound has enveloped me. Very deeply. I see faces around me, smiling. Not all, but some just have that resting bitch face. Nothing but positivity in my vicinity.
These vibrations are comforting. New and old.
I got hit from another blast and with it my skin is cracked, I see gold light spilling from myself. Why am I cracking? Another blast and the skin flakes off, releasing blinding gold light. Another hit and my skin is back, I’m completely black. I’m the essence of the void. Stars move through my arms, energy through my blood. My heart is beating of the tribes. Connecting to those distant ancestors. Welcoming them back to me. Connecting with them and, it’s a normal feeling. Well as normal as I am lol.
The cards told me that new things are on the horizon, so it’s time to deal with them correctly.
This was a feeling of just love. Love for myself, and love for them. I dropped blood on all the points, on the sekhem circle and house markings as well. I connected my chakra points and the 16 powers just flew around, leaving just the crown glowing bright. Then the circle broke down and the hoygocu went into my body and started spinning, then the white cube went in and engulfed it, spinning. Then the pyramid formed over it and finally the circle in which the 16 powers just wrapped over it.
I got that feeling of falling within the pyramid, but this time she held me and I saw the Council and the House there. She said my journey is ending, this mediation challenge, but I have a whole new path of workings to get back on, revive and stary fresh.
I shed a tear. I don’t think I ever felt that type of love coming from me. Like I found a way to love myself. Through opening myself up for whatever may happen. Through all the issues that have been compounding upon myself and this last year, has been the hardest. But I made it.
Again, no card draw for today. And no photo.
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