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I am tired as hell…

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags on 03/08/2014 by Keona-Mlh

…but I am loving what I am doing. This thirty day challenge is going to fucking kill me lol. Only because I have overdone it and burnt myself out and had to take a very long break. But what it is, but to do it and get your witch on.

I choose to do something I have never done before, but have been drawn to it my whole life this time, and that is work with Angels. I know some people are like but you are a Satanist! You hate Angels, they are Christian. Well you are wrong. Angels and Daemons do not belong to any faith at all. If you think that all Daemons are nice because they are Daemons, than you are an idiot. And if you think all Angels are Christian you would be wrong as well. There are quite a few that are neutral and will be around a person on the LHP quicker than a RHP person. Don’t let your narrowness delude you. Do your research. Realize that before the Abrahamic faith, these Messengers have always existed.  Only with the invention of this Patriarch dominated religion, have they tried to take over our faith and corrupt it and make it feel wrong. No if you have worked with Angels, than you know those fuckers are not fluffy and all smiles. They will hem your ass up in a heartbeat, and think nothing of it. Now not all of them will like us, just as not all Daemons will work with us. So this working is something that I am enjoying. It is also making me take a closer look into Gnosticism to understand them, and the hatred that the Abrahamic faith have against them. Most likely its because Gnosticism is the truth while the other is full of regurgitated stories with so many “translated truths” that they can’t even remember it anymore.  Don’t get it twisted, I am still a Thiestic Satansit. I am just  more well rounded one. After all, everything that is one this planet is meant for me to know, understand and work with right? Well there you go. But if you don’t see it that way, well I don’t care because you don’t pay any of my bills 🙂 I will always respect people as long as they stop trying to preach to me lol.

Now on to what I have in the works. I have recently moved to a bigger place, and me and my husband are almost finished unpacking and the like. So that is exhausting in itself. I have a larger area for my altars, and I am setting them up in their areas. I am excited too 🙂

I have a few workings that have moved up: Draconian, Hecate, Enochian, Necromancy, Khemeticism, Angelic, and Chakra/Tantra. Those I am looking forward to. it will be a busy year I tell you. I am still working on my elemental balancing and my divination ascension gate works. They are amazing and putting their foot all up my ass LOL!!!!

Other than that, it is pretty much normal days. 🙂

30 Day Challenege

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags on 03/02/2014 by Keona-Mlh

So I have decided to do this 30 day Challenge offered by Andriech Vitimus and Stephanie Connolly. Its really interesting and will give me more things to do that will help clear me out for the spring time. SO here is the link to follow along.

 

http://www.magical30.com/2014/03/day-1-started-lot-writing/

Elemental Balancing

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , on 01/24/2014 by Keona-Mlh

Ok so we all know that to be while we should win working with elements everyday for life basically. And what I mean by that is we should be bending like fire, moving like water, knocking like earth, and floating like air to join with our spirit. We work with the elements we don’t control them.

Do you know the elements your strong in or what you lack? Not sure how to find out? Look at your natal chart, an in-depth chart, and take a look at the Zodiac signs. 12 signs will tell you how you flow.

To much of any element is not good as you will have a tendency to be in the negative ways of the sign, or your overcompensating in that sign to make you feel whole. It isn’t good anyway you look at. So the key is to balance by working with the elementals themselves, the elements themselves, and/or the elemental Divine.

In my natal chart I am heavy in Air, equal in water and fire, and low on Earth. So on my elemental balancing rituals I so not work with Air? Unless I’m checking the balance of it with Amaymon or Lucifer. I’m working with the Divine in addition to the physical element at the same time. I have my workings schedule with the zodiac time through out the year as to not overwhelm myself withy other ritual workings, school studies, and my normal wifey duties 🙂

Three weeks ago I worked with the elemental Earth Divines (Belial, Agares, Valefor and Belphegore) in a meditation ritual to ground my self. Since I lack Earth, that was a perfect time to start and the timing was perfect. My crystal is charged, the Daemonoc wood chips I created a while back are being put to use. When I need that extra umph, I have a few things I can take with me to help me out. And after the Fire and Water balancings are done (they are equal but still lower than my air), I will be able to have three items I can carry with me (since I’m overflowing with air) to be a balanced person all the time.

And from there you will start to see a shift on your spiritual field, your physical view of the world and a mental shift. I believe that when we are harmonious with the Universe we are harmonious with one another.

There are plenty of elemental books out in circulation. You can use those or you can design your own. I did a combination of both. As I ALWAYS re write any ritual or spell I use from a book. I almost never use the spell they way they use it. It’s all apart of growing and relying on your own mind strength to guide you.

I hope this helps everyone. Good luck working with the elements.

Ascending is Exhausting

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags on 01/17/2014 by Keona-Mlh

The reason why I say that is because it leaves me tired and thirsty lol. Amazing right. Sometimes it is planned, other times it’s not.

The reason why I’m up at this hour, is because I had an ascension that even though it left me well rested and awake, I’m still tired but functional. If that makes sense to you all.

Normally my ascending moments are during the day time, but mostly at night. I’m either in a trans state for a couple of hours or I’m zoned out with my eyes open. The latter my husband just normally walks away from me, but always checks on me because I do weird things when I’m “in the zone”.

Tonight I was in a trans, not quite sleep yet sleep, for five hours. (I know the difference between me transing out, lucid dreaming, on the astral plane and ascending. I mean if you couldn’t tell then that would be a problem). Now that’s pretty unusual for me as they have never lasted longer than two. And I recall everything from them. I mean if I didn’t, then wow right?

This ascension was completely different as the two Divine that showed up, were not who I was expecting nor wanted to deal with. As I was walking to my Astral Temple, I was accompanied by my three Guardians which is unusual as only one will be there, and he’s normally unseen. So I was aware but not really. As I won’t go into detail (as it is personal for my path) let’s just say it went from sugar to shit in a few seconds. My guardians were NOT happy with the two Divine that showed up. And you really don’t want to be near five Divinities that don’t like each other.

Long story short, things were said, promises made, and things have begun. Though my Guardians seem clearly worried, which frightens my ass why are THEY worried, I also trust them to lead me to where I need to be.

It is some more research on my side and a lot of planning. But I know they are next to me and around me until this task is complete. When will this new working begin? I’m not sure but I know there is no room for it this year. I’m pretty booked.

It seems I am having more ascensions than normal. As that may seem cool I just never know how they will go. Last time I ascended I was in a meeting with 13 Kemetic Divinities. It’s like going all day doing everything your supposed to do and then, your parents call you by your first and middle name to come see them. You automatically run through the day to see what you possibly could have done wrong, but can’t find anything. Then the walk to their room seems extra long. It’s a 50/50 chance that your fine. Lol and that’s all your worried about.

Nine times out of ten I have nothing to worry about. Even though this one was…umm…out of the ordinary, it was not a lecture. Just had to be done this way.

Something tells me, or someone, that I have a few more nights of ascending to do. Which means I need to hydrate and eat. Because if this had me out for five hours, I shudder to imagine the time the others will have me.

All I know for sure is…I think I’m going to need a lot more notebooks. Time to go shopping!!!!

One Last Kiss

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , on 01/12/2014 by Keona-Mlh

I love the feel of Nylon rope.  Its thick, heavy, and it also ties beautifully. I love the wide eyes look you have when you feel the rope tighten. To watch the breath slip out of your throat, to here you gasp in desperation. Your teeth are clenching as you try to tighten your throat against my pull. But wait, I have a surprise for you. I move behind you and place a kiss on your ear, right before I bring the bag over your face and pull tight.

Making sure you are oh so uncomfortable, and in a panic, I watch your eyes as they connect with mine in the mirror. I wore that favorite dress you brought me with those high heels you like. You know, the same ones you brought her. Wasn’t expecting to see her in the bed, tied and dripping her crimson wetness on our floor. She wasn’t much fun, than again when you slit someones throat open and gut them like a fish, they don’t fight back to much. Too bad. I really enjoyed her muffled screams as I cut her throat, just enough so we can have a few minutes together. That precious time between wife and mistress. But she couldn’t take the penetration, as I cut her open from chest to that belly, of me reaching inside her body and slowly pulling her intestines out. But I took great pleasure in cracking open her rib cage and squeezing her heart till she died. Her kisses were sweet in that last moment.

I see a tear come down your face as you are slowly losing the battle to live. You should have thought better than to cheat on me. I a your wife, not a common whore. We built 20 years of love, three children and careers that are friends envy. You were greedy. You never asked me if i wanted to try something new. She would have been ours to share my love.

Suffocate. Die. Cry. Panic.

You deserve the slowest possible death that I can give you. Why? Because as my husband you only deserve the best. let me kiss you one last time. Let me feel the heat of the bag upon my warm lips.

Let me kiss you goodnight.

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