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30 Days of Spirit Work prepared by S. Connolly

Posted in Book Reviews with tags , , , , , , , on 02/24/2016 by Keona-Mlh

I decided to order this little workbook because I need to focus and really get some one on one time with my deities, who I have been neglecting. I haven’t been able to sit down and properly pray, or meditate in close to 2 years now. What I do, I can’t really count that as something that has been helping me. I feel lost and I need to get the power back up and running. It is there, I just feel a disconnect.

So let’s get to reviewing this bad boy shall we.

This Magician’s Journal is 53 pages, its nice and thin, tall and wide. Gives you enough space so you can write in it without having to take up so much space. The book starts off with you labeling it, asking for your name, when you started it, and when you ended it,and a personal note section. It’s like other journals you may have encountered. I like this personal notes section because I can write down what I hope to achieve with this 30 day working in the beginning and then add what I learned afterward. The next three pages are the preparation write ups (one for the self, two for the prep) to further get that mindset ready for what you are about to embark on. Then a page for conjuration notes and a page for notes. Now we are getting into the working itself. So you have quiet a few pages to prep yourself before you are ready to begin a 30 day working. I would really take my time and utilize the pages that are given so you can attempt to plan out what your intended goal is to be. We all know that the Divine have their own agenda for us, so this can still be what our intent is actually going to be, or what we think it will be.

The Spirit section starts off with the a page for the spirit you are choosing to work with. There are places to draw the sigils, and if you have her Goetia workbook then you already know what it looks like. If not, there are places for the attributes of the spirit, their places, planteray options, herbs, keywords, a few note sections and a larger box so you can draw and map out your ritual. It is a useful four pages that will have you working in depth with your spirit. Again, here is where you will get to do some very good research on your chosen spirit. If you haven’t worked with your spirit in a while this is a great way to become reacquainted, and if this is your first time, this will help prep you for the working and give you a better understand of who you will be working with.

The Work begins by given you an idea for the layout in how to make the most of this journal and your time. On Day 1 you will focus on Sigil Meditation and it gives you some direction on how to go about this day. You also have a nice size area to write the findings of your meditation. Day 2 is the Offering Ritual and with some guidance and a large writing area you will make all your notes about the ritual that day. Day 3 is for the Tools/Seals and Patens and includes an area for drawing. Day 4 is where you will write about notes about any recipes you will be using. Day 5 is where the divination comes into play. Day 6 is ritual oil preparation and notes. Day 7 is the reflection on your first week. You will make modifications and then go one to the rest of the working the way you need to proceed. Days 8-30 are for you to do as you please with your personal working. The next few pages gives you more suggestions, tips and more areas to write in.

I like how this workbook is set up. I like to be a little more organized when it comes to my workings, and I have tons of notebooks and binders all over my basement. But this will be easier for me to catalog and to have for each being that I decide to work with. I can always look back on the workings from that particular spirit and then do it all over again and add more notes. Something that I tend to do a lot anyway. If you are super organized I suggest you get you a few. I did and I can see me ordering a lot more in the close future.

Good luck with your workings, and may they clear your mind and set you free.

Ast Ma Ion – Eos Tar Nixet by Edgar Kerval

Posted in Book Reviews with tags , , on 07/11/2014 by Keona-Mlh

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Last Saturday I was able to pick up my copy of the Ast Ma Ion – Eos Tar Nixet by Edgar Kerval. This book is a working Grimoire of Qlippothic Sorcery. So first thing is, I loved how the book came. It was complete with beautiful and captivating cards and a CD (which I haven’t listened to due to so much school work, but I will be able to listen to it this weekend).

The cards match up to each level of the Qlippoth that you are working through, so you can hold those cards in your hand while you walk through, or trance out while looking at them to obtain a connection with the Spirit that resides there. What I love about this grimoire is that is an actually practical working to the Qlippoth. There have been some that have seem so stuffy and mechanical that it is like, ugh, here we go again. Here the walking is done with a heavy dose of sex magick, (which I always include in all my workings). He gets straight to the point, which is what I love about all the authors who books I buy, and he gives you information about his workings and his time working with the Qlippoth. This is 4 years of intense working that he has perfected, tested, and shared with the masses.

The introduction by Asenathh Mason is enough to get you itching to dig into these pages to discover the wealth of information that is inside. It then goes into his workings, and a brief introduction about the Qlippoth and the Sorcerer. It then goes into the first Gate, Lilith.

At this point you will see the seal of Lilith which I find beautiful. I love the seals, and art work in this book along with the calligraphy, it just sets it off and it give it this overtone of gracefulness. Turn the page and there is a picture of her in a form you have never seen, but you can SEE it is her. What I did was as I read through the book I picked up the card, kissed it, placed it against my chest and read the chapter on the Spirit. That is my own way of greeting them and showing them respect. I then placed the card in their section and continue on (I did it for all of them). Within each chapter for all the Qlippoth Spirits (all 10 of them), you receive a couple pages of information about them and then the respective rituals if any. For Lilith you have this wonderful Rite of Ingress which is an inner call to her entrance. This I will be doing over the weekend, as I work with and am very close to Lilith, and anything that involves her, I am more than willing to test out. The seal to Lilith looks like an eye waiting for you to enter, tendrils surrounding the eye. The chant that is giving is very deep and it got me stirred up. It is recommended to do this rite four times, and I can see me incorporating this into my workings for her period.

Next is Gamaliel and his seal which is a variant of skulls and crossbones, but it has a vodoun hint and feel to me, which makes it even more interesting to me. Surprisingly, I was doing a little experiment for a friend of mine in which the symbol she gave me actually showed me this picture before it arrived to me, so that was interesting. His seal had me smirk, as it looked like he was smiling at me, with a wide smile and his eyes slit. It was and is very amusing. His rite is the Sexual Dreaming, Path Working Rite. This rite needs you to be abstinence for one month (sexual) and to get good rest for a good month. You will be doing dream work so I can understand. You will be contacting Gamliel and meditating with his sigil, so this could take a few to do and to receive as much information as you can. Dreamwork is a fav of mine.

The next seal is of Samauel and it looks like an eye in flames floating with peacock feathers fanning out. His picture is of a man looking stern, staring deep into your soul. It is very brooding and heavy. His Rite is of Initiation which is the death of the mundane personality so you can rise up be one with the Black Flame. Here you will learn to gain so much control over yourself, both inner and outer, which something we all must do in order to ride above the mundane and become one with the Spirit.

The seal of A’rab Zaraq is of a crow and he leads to liberation of the self. His Rite is of the Black Mirror. The use of this rite is to explore the astral planes and to reach out and connect with Qlippothic energies you are mingling with. Anytime you are working with mirrors you tend to need to be careful. I can pull quite a few things out of a mirror so I tend to stay away from them until I can control what I am doing. But this would be something that I would work up to. You will be working with two mirrors and you will be in the middle as a conduit of sorts, so please make sure you are sane, and have enough rest. Reaching into your subconscious and not being ready for it can be a shock to the system, and so is mixing with the Qlippothic energies. They are very strong and will knock you for a loop. But I love how the energies feel.

The seal next is Thagirion. This is the path to illumination. Here you will be inundated with the knowledge of the black sun, the astral realm and the light of Thagirion. Here you need to be careful, you can become lost and blinded by this illumination. I know one person you got lost, and he is no longer sane. You must be balanced and of sound mind to make it through this seal unharmed. It is so much being awakened in you, so much you are seeing and absorbing, that you can overload yourself. Take your time, as with the other paths, in absorbing what you are given and then marinate on it. His ritual will help enlighten your mind.

The next seal is that of Golachab, and this spirit blazes a way through chaos and it will blow your mind. His rite is of the Primal Awakening, using self eroticism and self stimulation via a mantra to get your juices flowing and to tap into this Qlippoth. Its awakening the Chaos in you and taking you on a wild ride.

The next seal is of Gha’agsheblah the path of liberation. The rite you will do will be the Death Trance Emanation Ritual, in which you will symbolically die and then be reborn as a child of the Abyss. Can’t get any better than that right.

The seal of Satariel is all about transmutation and the emergence of the Sorcerer from the hidden knowledge of the previous seal. The Right of the Spectral Light is all about taking in what you have learned and exploring that side of yourself, the darkness that has now been opened up. This is rec commended to do a few times to equalize yourself and to make sure that you are balanced before you continue on.

The next to last seal of Ghagiel is one in which you start to learn more about yourself that you still can’t seem to unlock and you will be doing a lot of work on the astral and physical planes to bring it all together. By this time you should be damn near all open, and have spent quite a few months t get to this process. This is a nice journey that is taking you from just the Sorcerer you are, to the Higher being that you KNOW you are ( and a better Sorcerer as well :)) This is a path that you may want to sit on a do a few times t make sure you are more than ready to go to the next level. No need to rush, you will move from level to level when you are ready.

The final seal is that of Thamuiel, which is the completion of your journey. Here you have seven masks of Thanuiel that will further help you manifest all you have learned into a powerful source of knowledge. With each of these seven masks you will know what you have to do. There is nothing saying this must be done, or this. The workings are set up for you to completely follow your normal progression but it gives you so much that can get done. These are paths that you can do for months or weeks, or even longer. There is no time limit, only suggestions and those are few. We each move at our own pace and I look forward to working with the first seal and seeing all that awaits me.

Totally worth the price, I devoured the book within a couple of hours and I have a nice vibration going on with the cards, which means that I will be connecting with them first before going further. Just something I always do.

I am tired as hell…

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags on 03/08/2014 by Keona-Mlh

…but I am loving what I am doing. This thirty day challenge is going to fucking kill me lol. Only because I have overdone it and burnt myself out and had to take a very long break. But what it is, but to do it and get your witch on.

I choose to do something I have never done before, but have been drawn to it my whole life this time, and that is work with Angels. I know some people are like but you are a Satanist! You hate Angels, they are Christian. Well you are wrong. Angels and Daemons do not belong to any faith at all. If you think that all Daemons are nice because they are Daemons, than you are an idiot. And if you think all Angels are Christian you would be wrong as well. There are quite a few that are neutral and will be around a person on the LHP quicker than a RHP person. Don’t let your narrowness delude you. Do your research. Realize that before the Abrahamic faith, these Messengers have always existed.  Only with the invention of this Patriarch dominated religion, have they tried to take over our faith and corrupt it and make it feel wrong. No if you have worked with Angels, than you know those fuckers are not fluffy and all smiles. They will hem your ass up in a heartbeat, and think nothing of it. Now not all of them will like us, just as not all Daemons will work with us. So this working is something that I am enjoying. It is also making me take a closer look into Gnosticism to understand them, and the hatred that the Abrahamic faith have against them. Most likely its because Gnosticism is the truth while the other is full of regurgitated stories with so many “translated truths” that they can’t even remember it anymore.  Don’t get it twisted, I am still a Thiestic Satansit. I am just  more well rounded one. After all, everything that is one this planet is meant for me to know, understand and work with right? Well there you go. But if you don’t see it that way, well I don’t care because you don’t pay any of my bills 🙂 I will always respect people as long as they stop trying to preach to me lol.

Now on to what I have in the works. I have recently moved to a bigger place, and me and my husband are almost finished unpacking and the like. So that is exhausting in itself. I have a larger area for my altars, and I am setting them up in their areas. I am excited too 🙂

I have a few workings that have moved up: Draconian, Hecate, Enochian, Necromancy, Khemeticism, Angelic, and Chakra/Tantra. Those I am looking forward to. it will be a busy year I tell you. I am still working on my elemental balancing and my divination ascension gate works. They are amazing and putting their foot all up my ass LOL!!!!

Other than that, it is pretty much normal days. 🙂

Yule Cleaning

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , , , , on 12/20/2013 by Keona-Mlh

Man it has been a long day, and it’s not even five o’clock yet.

Yesterday I did an ascension with Amaymon and with that clarity had been restored. So after mulling it over and letting it sink in, I got to work. I officially can’t see my bed or my love seat. I have everything spread out in my little apartment.

I wanted to start growing my own veggies, and herbs because face it, shit is just to damn expensive and we need to make our money stretch. So my mom sent me a gift in the mail. It turned out to be an Aero Garden in the shape of a ladybug. She said that way I can have fresh food growing and good luck all year. And I totally agree. So that is in my kitchen and I am so excited to see how it grows!

Now I have a lot of personal path workings that are on my mind and have been in the works for a couple of years if not way longer. I have all my books read, the physical ones at least and quite a few of the kindle versions as well. I have everything laid out in their perspective areas so they are grouped together. So here we go. Want to know what I have going on for the year ahead of me. Well sit back and grab your Tylenol, because I’m sure your head will be hearing after this lol. Mine is just thinking about it and knowing it is behind me on the couch, whispering my name lmao!!! So in no particular order…

There is my Necromantic stack. Which has my draconian notebook in there surprisingly but not really. I knew that the Draconian side I was going to expire was going to be on a darker level anyway. Within that stack there are the books: The Necromantic Ritual Book, Honoring Death: The Art of Daemonolatry Necromancy, The Keys of Ocat, and The Grimorie of Tiamat (all read, hi lighted and spilled over). The last two are workings on their own as they are intense and Honoring can be done the same way. I know for me I will do a couple on their own, while I am researching and modifying my own personal Necromantic Hierarchy, and fiddling with those rituals I developed. They just don’t feel right so back to the drawing board. I have more than enough research and material on the Draconian aspect to have a very beautiful current, courtesy of my patron Leviathan. That will be just awesome in its own right and is being developed.

The second stack I have is my organizations martial. I am a Priestess of Satanas in the Brotherhood of Satan, over 2 years strong and there are a lot of duties and writings and things that I am supposed to do. It’s always something new to learn about myself and my path, and in enjoying every bit of it. I am a little sad that I couldn’t meet with my Magistry for the Solstice but it’s okay. If it was meant for me to go I would be there right lol. I’ll take it as a sign that I need to get my shit organize before I just go and spend a couple days relaxing like I don’t have a shitload of things to do.

My third stack is Enochian books and a notebook full of information. The books doe this working are: Practical Enochian Magick, The Lost Art of Enochian Magick. Enochian Vision Magick and the Complete Enochian Dictionary. Again all boos read, noted and marked for future references and workings. I am always adding and modifying everything so I know what I’m getting into, even if I don’t have the time to do that working early.

Next stack is one for Hecate. I worked with her before on a few occasions and she’s not new to me but I want to get deeper intuned with her. So with Hecatean Magick, The Temple of Hecate and Hekate The luminaries, along with a thick notebook full of info and reared rituals and invocations I can start my journey to her.

I have a stack in two that contains handwritten material for groups I teach on my sisters websites and Facebook groups, and for my personal students as well. There is a nice thick stack for my personal occult business and it’s divided into three. Not to mention my school work for pharmacy tech and BOTA.

I have a stack say aside that are basics that I can use whenever, and not only for or with a working. Granted the workings can be stand alone seperate as well, I just choose not to do so at this time. Then there is another that is full of more books I keep finding and adding to my must read and utilize list. So far there are six books in that list and I am reading two of them now. Then there is my fantasy, mundane reading book stack that has 13 books in it. And that is not including the 80 comic books that I have as well 😉

There’s a few more stand alone stacks, for my Vodoun and Santeria gathering; herbology is big with a seperate rolladex to it lol; Books that need to have the notes written down.

The last stacks I have are for my Gnostic Angelic workings, Khemtic Working, Divination rites, and my Chakra workings. Not to mention the Goetia Working I am in the middle of doing and the Daemonolatry self work on engrossed in, plus a few stand alone books to play with.

So as you can see, I am not one to just read and think she knows everything. I have learned the hard way what to write and what not to write. Who to friend and who not to friend. What I’m interested in and what I have just because other people have it. I have eight notebooks and pads, including a dream journal that I have written in, over the past five years. So it’s a lot. Surprisingly I can schedule what needs to be worked with soon and the. Gather materials because not all of this will be active this year. But it will always be there to remind me that I have a lot ahead of me on my path.

And to boot, I’m starting back at school on January. So there are no excuse for anyone. I’m a house wife, a teach students, I help my sister run and manage over eight accounts, my personal accounts, my school work and still make sure the house is clean and dinner is ready. Granted I don’t have kids or a pet at this time, but when I had pets I still made everything work. If you really want to elevate yourself. You will find a way. You will always find a way.

Need to buy more books, and read what I have, and cleanse my virtual library

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , on 12/15/2013 by Keona-Mlh

I have read them all

I remember I was going through a list of all my physical books that I have so I can read them, Mark then and set them aside for the prior running in their working.

Well damn. I read them all. Actually You Are Psychic, Her Demon Lover haven’t been read yet. I’m reading Metu Neter Vol 1 and the Book of Abraxas right now. Two of these four week be done by the end of the month. I have a lot of questions to schedule. It’s going to be a busy year.

For my Enochian working I went through and have notes on:
Practical Enochian Magic
The Lost Art of Enochian Magic
Enochian Vision Magic
The Complete Enochian Dictionary

And that was from last year or two ago I believe. Still in the information stage and research gathering with this one.

Individual workings (books that are on their own in my eye):
21st Century Mage
The Book of the Damned ( and in still debating this one. I mean the Daemons under Azazel are cool and I can work with them, but the tires and Innovations are pure trash. Ugh so it’s on the fence with me…has been for some months now)
Internal Colopatrion
13 Gates of the Necronomicon (perfect for the zodiac workings for me)
The Grimorie of Tiamat

Now my intense workings are my Chakra and Auric, Necromantic and Daemonolatry workings. I have around 8 books for the Necromantic workings, which is informational and practical exercises because that is a path that will take years and in all for it. The Daemonolatry Goetia working is two years in and its going really well so far. I’m really enjoying ask that I’m creating and able to put together. My Chakra working is going to be a few years in the research stage. With over 80 chakra points already in, I’m not even close into doing what I’m working towards. Just more research and trial and error, which is still a good thing. A lot of rewrites though.

I do have the books that are helpful that I can just pull from when needed, but I do have another task being with Hecate, Sekhmet, Bast, Hathor, Ptah, Nefertum, Khonse, Mahes, Ra, Thanatos. It’s always full on my calendar I swear. But it’s worth it. Man is it worth it.

No ask u have to do is work through the 584 books on my kindle (and I think less than 30 of them are actual workbooks and grimories). Than the 3,000 pdf’ s and e-books I have on my computer. Granted if it is not a subject I’m interested in then it’s being deleted. I’m not keeping books on astronomy since I really don’t have a big interest in it. Or hypnosis as its just something I don’t care about. So I hope to actually have all my kindle books read by the end of next year, but with new book porn being released its making it very difficult lol.

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