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Posted in Goetia Working with tags , , , , on 10/05/2023 by Keona-Mlh

I have gotten some new material, grabbed some older books and pulling out some cleansings and dark meditations I will be performing for the working. I have done a 180 but it is amazing.

Since I have the first 6 meditation candles ready it will be easy to modify them and make them larger. I have the Daemon boxes set up and will be working on their inscriptions in a few months.

I am calling my personal 4 to oversea the workings, in addition to working with the 4 kings and calling upon them once their workings are finished to dive into the first Daemon. Now I was going to do it in order but I have a few ways I want to break them down. I could do elementals first, or chakras, or alphabetical, or i can even just go by what they rule. I can do emotions, or a number of other things.

I am also on the lookout for poison to add to my workings, but I don’t think i will be able to find what I am looking for. But I will continue to check it out. I can probably ask my brother because he has nightshade growing in his backyard.

I will be doing some sketching and more workings to get more of the feel I am going for. I few new books dropped into my lap so I will be reading those and most likely pulling from them for my workings.

Beginning of Phase 2

Posted in Goetia Working with tags , , , , , , , on 05/23/2022 by Keona-Mlh

Today I started the 30 days of prepping myself for my working. What does that entail?

Every morning and evening I will be doing things to align myself with my working. During the day my morning routine will start off with either exercising, yoga or both. I am looking at 4 days of exercising and 3 days of yoga. I will be doing an elemental cleansing (a mixture of S. Connolly’s elemental cleansing and one my brother taught at Beltane), a chakra cleansing and balancing and a 10 min meditation.

In the evening I will be doing a 10 min meditation prior to bed, and a cleansing from the days activities. I also will be aligning myself with my necromantic current and increasing it to bring it closer and deeper to me. I may do this a few days a week, not sure If I want to have set days or not. Definitely 2 days minimum.

Today I can tell you that I already feel a shift. Opening myself back up to the basics, I realized that I just haven’t been doing the little things as often as I should. it feels really good. That 10 minute meditation may not sound like a lot, but you be surprised about the clarity you can get when there is nothing bothering you. I got clarification on how I want to do my cleansings, how I want the working to go, how I want some of my projects to be set up. And that 10 minutes felt like 20. I am a proponent for taking the time as you can get it. Whether it is in the bathroom or heading to work or running errands.

I will have an update for you at the end of the week, Sunday, on how I feel and what has been happening during my cleansings and meditations.

Teaching Classes

Posted in Important Posts with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , on 02/01/2018 by Keona-Mlh

I will be doing more classes this year. I am staying away from the intro classes, mainly because there are thousands of newbie websites from Wiccans, and thousands of groups teaching the basics that I  just will not teach. I focus more on the higher level classes, in which you work with blood, you work with your bodily fluids, and you can travel pretty damn well without having to be monitored. Why? Because I do not want to be responsible for people fucking up and being scared, and that in the past, has drained the shit out of me, and I will not do it again.

I have classes lined up for my groups and Orgs, and face it, writing up lesson plans are hard as shit. They require a lot of time, and I am tired of people pissing off my hard work because they just don’t give a fuck, or they feel the efforts are not there’s and they drop off. I don’t care if I have one student in a class, which I have had before, but this shit is stopping.

My time has become shorter and free time is not as available as I would like it to be. So my way of teaching, and how I teach, and the fee will now be imposed. I don’t have time for people to play me and deal with their shit. It is a drain on me honestly.

I do look forward to working with my new student and teaching again, as the material is revamped and it is a bitch to do lol. Mainly because as a teacher I am a hard ass.

#domagick Day 26

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , on 12/26/2017 by Keona-Mlh

The Brain, the Heart, the Body. 

This meditation was extremely personal.  So the following happened. 

Felt an abundance of pure love and support. 

Cried a lot. Good tears.

No card was drawn. 

#domagick Day 6

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , , , , , , , on 12/06/2017 by Keona-Mlh

Today was the beginning of my work with The Council. I connected to my House, and at a large wood table in front of me where the 3 heads of the House. Behind me, also sitting at wood tables where the council. They were divided into 2, 4 on each side.

The amount of approval and love that I was feeling from them was very overwhelming. I have came a long way, I have struggled, I have fucked up, and I have crashed and burn. But I always got back up and got better. I am at that point now. I am more full of love and confidence, and respect than I ever have been. But don’t get it twisted, this sweetheart will still fuck you up. I have a mean excretion arm. I’m still a Dark Magician. Who says a Daemonalter/Satanist,  Blood Chaos,  Necromancer can’t be bathed in pink and enjoy cartoons all day lol.

The Council gives me the most in depth working ever. After all I start with the 8 of them, and they are some heavy hitters.

I’ve become whole, I’ve been able to let my guard down and a facade that has protected me due to my own lack of confidence.  Not anymore. I have all the cconfidence right now, and I am building up more and more through my own faith in myself, my workings and my relationships. There is nothing like having a partner that supports you, grows with you, helps you, you learn from them and vice versa, and is honest with you. You can’t find that nowadays and it’s a blessing to find one that is on the same path as me. That has ideas bigger than mine. After all he created the House and every working I’m doing for these 30 days. The couple that works together, stays together lol.

My card draw for today.

I am not even going to describe it or give my interpretation.  It speaks for itself.

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